There is no work to be had here in America. Our future isn't insured from the government like it used to be, no one is retiring from work so no jobs are available. It's really brutal in professional fields right now. Mostly everyone I went to college with is completely fucked right now from loans working an hourly job as I am.
I mean at least he had an education and a career and isn't hopeless. I fucking wish we'd be married but it took me a year to even realize he's the best man I have. Luckily he still seems totally into me. I've been messed with so much I question everything sometimes.