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Sex: male
Age: 23
Location: Wollongong/Sydney, NSW, Australia
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
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Member since: June 09, 2005
Last logged in: March 25, 2012, 09:26pm
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-ME-

What words can describe me, lets see:
Nerd____
Otaku___
/b/._____
Geek.___
Goth____
Gamer.__
Writer___
Watcher_
Tripper.__
Thinker__
Reader__
Raver.___
Rivett.___
Rohan_________

I live my life in my twisted twilight wonderland.
I am a lot more random in my head than I act by instinct so I decided one day to forget reality and it was the best decision I ever made.

I have an opinion on almost everything, especially the things I know little about.
I am a gamer, that means I am a jaded, opinionated, intolerant arsehole a lot of the time, but I really do care too much about things I don’t need too.

I can be a horrible person, I am passively psychotic, intensely paranoid and always anxious. I manage to project comfortable, apathetic and arrogant exteriors to help me through my daily function. I manipulate people, often simply because I just want to be needed by people otherwise I don’t feel anchored to the world enough.
I fall for people too easily, and fall out just as fast, but if I fall hard enough it sticks forever and ill die with it; regret it forever but never give it up for anything.

I analyze everything and everyone, I slot reality into its own little filed compartments letting me cope with everything that comes along. I over analyze everything in my life, constantly running hypothetical situations from the likely to the completely farfetched. I did it to myself once, compartmentalized my personality, and it was the worst mistake I have made to date.

I Have spent most of my life from early childhood in a long deep depression, so excuse me if I seem a little off some times.

I’m not very good at being social until I am perfectly aware of the situation. I cannot start my own conversation but am a good small talker at the dinner table, I hold simple wit in high regard.

I know that I am highly intelligent, but I have a distorted and deficient view of reality so I find it hard to apply that intelligence to a non-fluidic reality based situation.

-MUSIC-



A
A Perfect Circle
Air
Alien Sex Fiend
Anathema
Android Lust
Angel Spit
Aphex Twin
Apoptygma Berzerk
Assemblage 23
B
Bauhaus
The Beatles
The Berzerker
The Birthday Massacre
Blutengel
Bowie
Bruderschaft
C
The Candy Spooky Theater
The Clash
Colony 5
Combichrist
Conetik
Covenant
The CruxShadows
Culture Kultür
The Cure
Cut.Rate.Box.
D
Daft Punk
The Dandy Warhols
De/Vision
Dead can Dance
Depeche Mode
Dimmu Borgir
Dir En Grey
Dulce Liquido
E
Emerson, Lake & Palmer
Erik Satie
Evils Toy
F
The Faint
Fear Factory
Feindflug
Fields of the Nephilim
Freezepop
Front 242
Front Line Assembly
Funker Vogt
G
Grendel
H
I
Icon of Coil
Iris
Iron Maiden
J
Jack off Jill
Jerk
Jethro Tull
Josh Abrahams
Joy Division
K
KMFDM
KOTOKO
Közi
Kraftwerk
L
Lacrimosa
Lacuna Coil
Ladytron
Lights of Euphoria
The Living End
London After Midnight
M
Machinae Supremacy
Machine Head
Madness
Massive Attack
Megadeth
Mesh
Miles Davis
Ministry
Mission UK
Mr Bungle
MSI
Muse
N
NamNamBulu
Neuroticfish
New Order
Nine Inch Nails
Nobou Uematsu
O
OhGr
Orgy
P
Pink Floyd
Placebo
Praga Khan
The Prodigy
Project Pitchfork
Psyche
Psychonaut 75
Psyclon Nine
Pzychobitch
Q
QotSA
R
Rammstein
Razed in Black
Real Life
Rob Dougan
Rob Zombie
Rosetta Stone
Rotersand
Ryuichi Sakamoto
S
Sara Noxx
Say Y
The Sisters of Mercy
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
Souxie and the Banshees
Static-X
Suicide Commando
Switchblade Symphony
T
Tactical Sekt
Tool
Tristania
Tristesse De La Lune
Tumor
U
V
Vast
Velvet Acid Christ
The Verve
VNV Nation
W
The Who
Wolfsheim
Wumpscut
X
Y
Z
Zeromancer
Hannah and Jasmine
-LIKES-

I like a lot of things, I try to broaden my horizons, but most of the things I don't adore I abhor - g0t opinionated?
I'll list some catagories below, but generally you can tell my tastes after hearing a bit. In art I love Giger and Escher, the bizarre and surreal (but not un-real), architectural photography, capturing beauty in obscurity.

I'm a real nerd at heart, I get really excited over technological breakthroughs yet im a jaded gamer most of the time, the worst taste humour is the best, unless its pure wit, or pure stupidity; worthless nonsense is hilarious. Im huge on freedom of information and media, music/movies everything - viva la digital revolution, viva la pirate bay ;)

Authors/Philosophy:
T. Pratchett, F. Nietzsche, J.P. Sartre, O.Wilde, J.R.R Tolkein, D. Adams, A. Rice, A.C. Clarke, I. Asimov, C. Stacheff, W. Gibson

Anime:
Last Exile, Hellsing, Eva, FMA, Naruto, RahXephon, Nadesico, Cowboy BeBop, Trigun, Love Hina, SE:Lain, Bleach, Mai-HiME, DeathNOTE, Spirited away, Akira, GiTS, Chobits, Gungrave, Gunparade March, FLCL, Azumanga Daioh, Excel Saga, Air (TV),anything by Miyazaki, and SAMURAI X (BEST MINI EVAR!!)

Games:
WoW(retired), BF42/DC(pilot/heli), ET, Starcraft, AoE, Dawn of War!, FF series(VIII changed my life, sad I know, but awesome), Zelda OoT over and over and over, WC:3/DoTA, MxO
Mostly playing ETQW and CoD4 now, alias vixVeritas


Dislikes:

Favorite Music:

Link 1: http://Traumatized-Az.DeviantArt.com
Link 2: http://www.MySpace.com/Vivificus
Link 3: http://www.last.fm/user/Vivificus/

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