The alias is Nicki a.k.a. Atrox. Im pretty simplistic, yet enormously complex. take your pick. Im a common misconception. Im so awfully vacantly vast that you need to get to know me to know me at all.
Im a dreamer. My life is an endless void of unattainable and ridiculous desires. My future consists of cutting peoples minds open and maneuvering through their soul to grant them the gift of life. Play God. Im a thinker. I think more than my heart is willing to accept. My endless circle of thought is truly slowly leading to the annihilation of my sanity. Forget it. Im a mortician. A mortician of the soul of another behind who claims utter sanity. I lead the autopsy through your soul, often lead to morbid, dark, and shocking products yet always speaking the utmost truth of humanity. Welcome to the cookie producing dark side. I love the morbid. Im a mentor. Most of my life actually consists of taking care of a little five year old, whos seriously my whole pride and joy. My friends can always resort to me having something smart to say that will drastically affect their lives... yet I leave none of that advice for my own pathetic broken ego. Im a median. Theres nothing truly extravagant, or peculiar to utter anent the gist of the aforesaid metaphor. Plainly: Im bilingual. Deutsch und Englisch. Danke sehr. Im an artist. I constantly have a vision playing in my mind, waiting to be executed on paper, digital, or air. I play the piano, violin, percussion, and guitar. Yer.. music is Life. Im a Ghost. I walk these confined corridors often referred to as "Life" without ever being known for who I truly am. Im a popper of bubbles. In other, less metaphorical words, Im a pessimist. I rather brace myself for the worst than hope for the best and be shot in the cardio peripheral area. Im a lover. I dont like to fight, and frankly I dont think theres a point in fighting. People tend to get so caught up on trying to find love, that they dont understand that what you really should be looking for is that thing called "happiness". At least then you give yourself more room to be a stronger and more independent and self-sufficient human being. Not all humans are meant to be parasites... Im an academic. Pride to me is one of the most awful things a human being can have. If I were, however, to say I were proud of anything, it would be that I muster quite the intelligence yet no common sense. My grade point average for this successful year was a four point two. Thanks to my lovely weighted classes. In all, I just appreciate when someone knows what theyre talking about, since that seems to be rare now a days. So, if you would like to have a vague look onto my shell, give me a ring, or meet me over a hot cup o' tea and we can discuss this matter. The privilege of having that golden ticket into my soul and heart is solely reserved for the elite... the friends, lover and family that have been part of my very core when exactly that core threatened to be crushed.
Well, thats it for now. Ciao. Love,

Nicki

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Not interested in joining your "l33t" cult swarming of emo and scene wastes. Only because you all look the same (from all angles, unfortunately) and say "rawr" (at coincidental "random" occasions), it doesnt make you "elite", nor does it qualify for a unique beauty many of you seem to falsely boast about.
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