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Profile:Quick Update: I lived an incredible 7 months in TORONTO. Love that city so much! It really feels like home. But then I discovered BERLIN! Right after Oktoberfest, lol... and its the perfect mix between Montreal and Toronto! Wow... So I'll settle for visiting TO on the weekends from my little post-secondary school town of London now... Yup, finally made the commitment to school. FINALLY...
Backpacking: With a backpack, passport, some home-made clothes, and little else, I saw: London, Paris, Barcelona, the French Riviera, Venice, Florence, Rome, Vatican City, Corfu, Athens, Mykonos, Kavala, Cannakale, Istanbul, the Black Sea, Bucharest, Brasov, Cluj, Budapest, Vienna, Munich, Berlin, Cologne, Susterseel, the Austrian Tyrol, Jungfrau in the Swiss Alps, the Rhine Valley, Heidelberg on the Neckar River, Amsterdam, Sittard, Eindhoven, Rotterdam, Den Hague, Edam, Breda, Gouda, Utrecht, Brussels, Brugge, Gent, Schilde, Antwerp, Snow Valley NL, Deurne, Chester, Liverpool, Manchester, Leeds, Derby, Cardiff, Llangollen, Bath Spa, Los Cabos Mexico, Ottawa, Montreal! And so many other small places off the map.
heehee I am loving the new cultural experiences. Raveraverave every weekend, fucking love the clubs all over the world, and diversity above all ... ooh great music...
I say yeay for living in dirty hostels or random couches, or the occasional park, with all of my possessions in a backpack...
couchsurfing.com is my saviour!
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Now On With The Profile:
"I'm stubborn, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times I'm hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
I think soccer is the greatest sport ever invented. I may have an addiction to soccer and the adrenaline rush that I get from winning a great game. In fact, nothing comes before soccer. Other crazy stuff I do to waste my vast amounts of energy: snowboarding, archery, paintball, trap, football, track, cross-country. I don't watch TV, but if there's nothing else to do it's Simpsons, Futurama, and Family Guy; Stewie is my idol! But nothing beats the L word.
*I think the female body is the most beautiful thing ever created* I am a virgin, I'm just not very good at it. Cuddle slut. Fashion is nothing but an induced epidemic. Too much of society's time is spent on tryin to look a certain way, as dictated by Paris Hilton and Cosmo... silly fuckers. Nothing depresses me more than optimism. As much as I hate people for being sociopathic, dependent, mindless sheep, I cannot help but be fascinated by them. I like to hear what other people have to say. I think that silence is beautiful.
This profile used to take half an hour to read, so I moved it all to My Journal if you're for some reason interested in more. If you think I'm a bitch after reading my journal, it's probably becuase I am. Go cry. Um, I have these freaky greenish eyes with some yellow and blue that turn more blue when I wake up in the morning... what's up with that? iunno. Oh, and if you read this, you owe me a quarter.
Likes:_ambition, army boots, Athena, athletic body, archaeology,
_backpacking, beersteins, being on top, biology, biting, boobies,
_camo, compassion, corsets, creativity, cuddling, cynicism,
_darkness, dogs, dykes,
_education, empathy, endorphins, endurance/power/extreme sports, epinephrine, erotic literature, Europe, eyes,
_Family Guy, fire, food, freaks, fruit,
_glowinthedarkness, goth porn, graffiti, green,
_Happy Bunny, homestarrunner,
_imagination, intellectual conversation, intelligence,
_Jay&SilentBob, Jim Morrison,
_learning, lesbians, lingerie,
_maple syrup, Matt Groening, modesty, motocross, mythology,
_nature in its purest forms, nice boys, Nike goddess of Victory, N64, Ninja Turtles, Nintendo yea old school Nintendo!
_old cathedrals: so pretty, open-mindedness, orange juice w pulp, organic, organized chaos,
_passion, philosophy, photography, playing outside, porn, pussy,
_rugby, _safety pins, sensitivity, Simpsons, South Park, sport bikes, steak, Strongbad, suicide girls, silence, sociology, soccer,
_Venetian glass, victory, visual arts,
_waxed, WEMF !
I love it when people have no shame in striking up a conversation with a stranger. So feel free to message me. I'll probably log on and read your comment next year. lol
Dislikes:_American beer, anger management, apathy, >.< arrogance,
_bad breath, Barbies, being allergic to everything, breaking up,
_capitalism, carnations, cats, cookies, crowded spaces, cruelty
_defeat, dentists, dependency, drama,
_fake, fashion, fear, fish, flies,
_getting caught, getting wet, good music at a low volume,
_hand guns, hypocrisy, Hollywood, humidity, hunger,
_ignorance, illiteracy, insecurity,
_killer whales, koolaid,
_little kids, literalism,
_mice in my house, most people, mushrooms,
_normal, not knowing the time,
_people who destroy nature, people who stare, pink, poaching, poetry that doesn't rhyme, poor grammar, pop, public pools,
_quizzes on profiles,
_radio music, relationship cheaters, rubberneckers,
_sheep, shortbread, 69, smoking, SpongeBob, substance abuse, synthetic,
_taste of alcohol, the American Dream, toasting, too much perfume/jewelery/makeup,
_wearing lots of clothing, wiggers,
_voices inside my head (even if they aren't real, they have some pretty good ideas)
I have this thing against alcohol at the moment... or rather, alcohol abuse. I don't like what substance abuse does to people. I don't enjoy being in the company of intoxicated individuals, and hate the physiological effects of alcohol on myself. There are much more productive and healthy things to do with one's time and money.
Favorite Music:Metal, Punk, Ska, CLASSIC ROCK, and classical
_ACDC, Beatles, DefLep, TheDoors, TheEagles, G&R, LedZeppelin, Ozzy, PinkFloyd, Queen, TheSmiths, theStones, VanHalen, WHO
_CoalChamber, DimmuBorgir, Disturbed, Dope, GWAR, Hatebreed, KISS, Korn, IronMaiden, MarilynManson, old Metallica, MindlessSelfIndulgence, old NIN, Orgy, Pantera, RageAgainsttheMachine, Rammstein, RobZombie, Slayer, Slipknotold, StaticX, oldSystemOfADown,
_AmericanHiFi, AudioSlave, BloodhoundGang, Eve6, NOFX, Offspring, RiseAgainst, UnwrittenLaw
_oldAFI, Blink182, BrandNew, Dashboard, Finch, Gob, LessThanJake, MadCaddies, Thursday, Osker, Postal Service, ReelBigFish
... just to name a few... Okay I made that list when I first joined VF and first started listening to music... now my musical taste has broadened so much, I could not even describe it on this page...
You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.
We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive.
We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all the same. We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal.
We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form.
In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourseves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.
Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of the world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect.
Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end. I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.
Music is my religion and my drug.
Dancing is a very personal and spiritual experience for me. And unfortunately I haven't learned how to share it, so I cannot dance wit other people. Sometimes I'd like to, but I find that when I try, it just doesn't work. We're not compatible. They get in the way. They restrict my movement, and thus my expression. So I walk to the area of the dancefloor where there is the most space (I feel kind of bad for not being able to dance with people, but it's like they just Don't Get It sometimes and all I can do is smile politely and dance away) Sometimes it's not even on the dancefloor. And I close my eyes, and the music surrounds me and I get lost in it. I feel it. Deep down. And everywhere. I become one with the music. It moves me. Okay, sometimes it's just the bass shaking my body, but that's cool too. lol.
I do not do any drugs. (Not even advil!) Never have. I am curious. I do believe that we should try everything once, and that nothing is bad in moderation (varying definitions of "everything", "bad", and "moderation"). However, I have such an amazing time just getting high on the music, and my own adrenaline (mmm exercise). If I drank, I would be too uncoordinated to express myself through dance. It would be like alcohol is robbing me of my experience. I would be much more appreciative if a cute girl brought me some water, not some sugary alcoholic diabetic-coma-inducing-beverage. So I don't even drink when I go to clubs. Alright, maybe some bars with bad music, where a good Belgian beer provides good social lubrication and helps make the mainstream top40 crap more tolerable. And although I am interested in utilizing particular narcotics to enhance my musical (not social) experience and see how it affects my interpretation, I don't feel that right now is the time for me. I think I will explore that world when the music and environment no longer do it for me. Or when I get old and don't have the energy to get all the way though the night. But as it stands, I am having a wonderful sober young time, and recommend that everyone else give it a try!
I do find Trance to affect me the most, particularly goa trance (love Amsterdam for those goa parties), and Hard Trance. The harder and faster it is, the more excited it gets me. I fuck to Hardcore. er, yeah, I even dance at the bus stop, and on the subway. In the mall, on the street, wherever I feel the need. hehee. That's maybe too much information, so I'll stop now. :p And I always wonder if anyone else feels this way, but regardless, I'mma keep doin' it 'till they lock me up.
Now Here's the RULES, bitches: You'll have to leave more than "hey, sexy pics=10" to get a response. Grow up kiddies. Be original and read something O.o And don't spam me with your waste-of-time cult invites; if I supported cults, I would still be Roman Catholic.