Hello there i'm Adam, fifteen, live in the North-East of England and i'm taken by a gorgeous girl called Louise. My parents are split up and did at the age of 3, they were never married which makes me a bastard child; incase you are wondering, i was never spoilt and never will be. You could pretty much say my family is fucked, i mean my aunty is also my mum's aunty but also her sister ? Yea, there's no incest going on, just my mum was adopted by her grandparents when little, which mixed the family around a little. In my house there is me, my small brother Louis, my mother Jacqueline and my stepdad Jay; but then there's also my second home which is my fathers, that house consists of me, my stepbrother Daniel, my stepsister Becky, my Dad Steven and my stepmother Jackie; Yes another Jacqueline! O:

Amazingly i have like 6 brothers and 1 sister, no bullshit, so don't count yourself unlucky if your a lonely child! haha.

When ever i'm not in school studying i'm always bound to be doing either some work, messing about with the internet or photoshop and many other things. One thing that truly makes me happy is going to Stockton or Middlesbrough on a saturday or throughout the week. I get to hang out with my friends, which includes wacky video's from time to time, a laugh, picnic and many other things depending on how the day is planned. So what do i like most Stockton or M'boro ? Well Stockton has the most amazing shop ever called "Asylum" which sells mainly clothing but also shoes etc for Alternatives and then on the otherhand there's M'boro with "scene green". More then happy too ofcourse, i'm going to pick Stockton, why spend my time with some fakes or people i barely know getting pissed when i can be in Stockton, my hometown and i can go anywhere i like within it.

Don't worry, just because im alternative doesn't mean i'm some "Devil worshipper", "Murderer" and it especially doesn't mean i'm "scruffy" or "dirty". Amazing how nowadays anything depends on who you are, i mean we don't stand and call chavs/yobs, it's those who call us that actually do the harm. So no, don't worry i'm not going to kill any of you, i promise.

Just to make everything clear and understandable, alternatives are not all 'dirty scruffy devil worshippers' or whatever. We do have people that are many other religions and please, just to give yourself a break, being alternative/goth/emo/punk etc, is in no-way a religion, it's everything you are to build up to that person. There's no following of people/religion or other things or else we wouldn't be alternative now would we ?

Clothing ? I love my clothes, mainly all black really, only real colour apart from red that i like. I truly adore and love victorian clothing. The main thing i love about victorian clothing, is there style of shirts. Hand crafted, silk, velvet, frilly, tassles etc. I love frill, don't know why, just something i've captured my eye on.

I really think i'd be helpless without my Laptop. It's my everything, has most programs i need on it, gives me the contact i need and information and also is basically my life in a complex piece of machine. Basically i'm never off the thing unless i go out, i load my pictures up, have photoshop and other great programs and i even have the decency to have Messenger! haha.

Ah, the wonders of art! I am partcially crap at it hense why i like photography, but to be fair i can draw and amazingly i do love to draw nude, not like pornography but natural nude. Quite calm when i can draw or go out and just take random as hell photo's. I guess when i'm older i wouldn't mind body art or something and also taking photography, then again i also want a shop when i'm abit older. I guess i'll never really make my mind up until i leave school which, thank god, is next year. I really can't wait to shot the uniform off and start facing life/job/car etc. all seems so easy to say but it'll hit me good.

When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie, that's amore. Haha would you not agree the moon is so beautiful and that the eye speaks louder then words or actions. You can always tell if there's something right or wrong in the way someone's eyes are; well in my opinion you can. I really do like the night sky, i find it calm, peaceful and quiet. When you can just lay/sit outside and look up into the sky, it just lets you throw all worries away and think to yourself for once. Another thing i also love, is the rain, the fact you can stand out in it and even if your cold you can have fun. Don't know about you but i'd surely have a better time in the rain, skipping and running about, enjoying trying not to get wet when it blatantly doesn't work.

Overall do i really love life ? No, i'm a big emoooo! Joke. Ofcourse i love life, yea sometimes you get your downer times but so does everyone even if they try not to seem it. I guess the most important thing in my life is my friends, they keep me going. I'd say my friends because without them i'd be some kid either having to be fake or staying in doors all hours; Thankfully i do have friends. I spose' i could say a little about my family, but it's to messed up to even thank them, however i do take in mind that they brought me into this world...

I thought i'd add the slight fact that i do have my own little fetish going on with bondage, i don't know why... it's possibly the fact of the victim being vulnerable. Gag ball, tape, chains, shackles and many other things. Though i guess the only thing that takes it abit too far for me is the electricity or water sports side of it, just doesn't and wouldn't do anything for me. But small fun like whips, tape, shackles and the rest would totally amuse me...

I could run out of things to say but infact i'll probobly just keep adding and changing the whole of my about me. Soon i'm hoping to open my own site, maybe make things to sell and hopefully i'd like to boost my dj and photography skills up. The only time i've dj'ed is at Asylum and that's using a cd deck, but i guess it would be nice to actually get my own cd's together and help out at different places. On the other hand there's also photography which i need to build up on, would be nice to have a Canon but don't we all, haha i guess that's what i want to do when i'm older really. Dj, photographer and body artist, maybe open up my own store ? Let's see how time goes... maybe everything will change in the future or we all come to an end 2012!

Music ey ? Well i can go from beethoven, trikofski, Pachebel to Bauhaus, Disturbed, Marilyn manson etc. I do believe i was born in the wrong time when it comes to music. I like classical and adore 1960's,70's,80's and some 90's.