all i know now is that everyone that enters my life is a deceiver. and all they want to do is betray you and leave you stranded. like you were nothing more but a puppet to them. dangling on a string like they can always control you when ever they want. they dont want me they want me to break into a tiny little peaces. like a heart shattering in 2. now i know not to trust anyone now.but try if you must to save me from this denile.
Currently: my life has been far from expected. amazing & upsetting.
i don't let everyone in, so i'm not going to sit here and explain every aspect of myself to you. all you need to know is that i love who i love, and i miss who i miss. I give my heart competely to thoughs who enter my life.i hate when others think they can walk in and out of my life as they please.I don't uderstand people like that. my dreams have now become my most important priorities, and i'm looking forward to the future; no longer reverse. i'm not quite like everyone else, but i'm definitley nothing special. i'm probably not your best friend, but i'll never be your worst enemy. i'm not a vegetarian, i'm not straight edge, and i don't particularly help the environment. i'm not famous--on myspace or in real life, and i probably never will be. i'm not better, or prettier or more important than you, and for fucks sake, i am NOT perfect. psst: neither are you. i'm not trying to be anything that i'm not, but i can't even say i know what i am.