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Don't make someone a priority in your life, if your only an option in theirs. Status: Bloop [View Updates] Sex: male Age: 17 Location: Fort Wayne, Indiana, United States Member since: August 13, 2011 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bisexual In a relationship with: starwars Occupation: Webcam Whore ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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I live in a world that is not reality. One that is made upon dreams, ideals and romantic innovations. I suffer from introverted fantasies. Subsequently these fantasies lead to bad decision making. Not those that first jump to mind...addiction, isolation, Lonelyness, judgments. I drift into mind and find beauty, peace, love, a general sense of well being. When faced with reality, I shut you off...I don't return calls, I make plans and cancel. I fear that in the long run statistics will prove to you, that i am a terrible disappointment. In these fantasies I am allowed to enjoy you...but life, environment, society forces me to suppress these desires, creating anxiety, a feeling of butterflies in my little belly. Most days I feel in a hurry...the funny thing being I usually have nowhere of importance to be. I want to believe that as I educate, eliminate, and grow that these fears will slowly dissolve like alkaseltzer dropped in a warm glass of water. But reflections of my youth say that the older I grow, the more value I find, resulting in more fear. Fear of losing all that I have learned to appreciate, to enjoy, to believe in the right. I guess this is early adulthood rants on the meaning of life...which sums up my current state. I have yet to discover the full meaning of life, but I seem to get a little closer with each passing day. I am devising a plan to move to California. I have some ideas of what I want to do when I get there, but nothing is set in stone. The most difficult thing at this current time is the process of discovering my passion, my sexuality. I dibble and dabble in everything, but have yet to hear my calling. But you know what they say, "good things happen over a period of time and great things happen all at once.''

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Homophobes, The color Yellow, My voice, And almost everything else in this world. :3

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Ivanners [Reply]	May 03, 2012, 10:00pm Hello Im Ivania:P How you doing?
XxkimikoxX [Reply]	May 01, 2012, 06:13pm oh btw im kimmy im looking for more friends to talk too so hows life?
seeds_of_desire [Reply]	Apr 22, 2012, 10:56pm hi hun the dark creeps up to suck you in and pulls you away into the hole of dispare fed by Satan
XxkimikoxX [Reply]	Apr 21, 2012, 10:43pm your welcome
XxkimikoxX [Reply]	Apr 19, 2012, 08:57pm very cute +10
xXbabyitsyouXx [Reply]	Apr 06, 2012, 03:37pm oh hai der.^_^ +10 :33 ~Loved you once, love you still. Always have and always will.<3~
anotherdayrises [Reply]	Mar 30, 2012, 10:30pm im doing great. No complaints here at the moment. c: It's nice to meet you to Kodie. c: How is your day going?
akemibloo [Reply]	Mar 30, 2012, 10:12pm and what are you doing?
akemibloo [Reply]	Mar 30, 2012, 09:44pm ok ok dont worry
akemibloo [Reply]	Mar 30, 2012, 03:04pm i was asking you that

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