..Narcisisstic. Neurotic... but too happy to care :) < Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet. ~Roger Miller..
My name's Ashatha, Ash if you will. I'm an intense, vain, hyper, old-fashioned, clinically insane, dirty minded, intelligent, bubbling mess of contradictions. I'm not quiet when meeting people for the first time unless I'm bored. I'm 18, I always thought I looked younger, but I've never been ID'd. I'm in college, single, happy.
I wish I was born in the 50's or 60's...People seemed nicer back then.I tend to freak people out...and I enjoy it =]
I've learnt now not to be nice to people to make them like you, tell the truth and the right people will like you for it. I have interests, most of them probably not the norm, but someone has to like em. Psychology, theology, long debates, law, celtic mythology, making jewellery, writing, reading [dean koontz mainly], spyro - old school but never mind - politics, long walks in the middle of nowhere :).
I write novels, I used to be ashamed of that fact, but it's a hobby I enjoy. I might never be the female, English version of Dean Koontz but I'll try my darned hardest.
A certain wise man (known as Anthony, or Tonyee - depending on my mood) once said that love is my religion. That's probably true, I had a brief stint of losing faith, but love of friends, family, and one day that special someone - once I meet him - make the world go round.
I'm a little bit quirky I guess (or very eccentric). There is no time lag between what I think and what I say; sometimes this produces problems. I have low self esteem - little things like I never start conversations with people in case they don't want to speak to me - yet sometimes I can act so full of myself it's unreal. Especially when communicating with David/Davy/Gayvid/Gavy, we're not just good, we're god(s). I'm not insecure about my looks, strangely enough, I know I'm pretty. Maybe not drop dead gorgeous, but pretty enough that people don't gauge their eyes out on sight. Sometimes this is disappointing
I'm at college, a year behind because I made some mistakes and worked for a year. But next year I'll most likely go to Uni to do accounting. Why? I'm not sure, maybe numbers make me happy :P.I like to think I matter. I like to think I enrich certain people's lives. Who really knows?
My philosophy on life is simple. Do whatever you enjoy as long as it never interferes with anyone else's happiness. If you need to destroy other people's happiness to enjoy life, go fuck off through a tenth storey window Ahem... Now thats out of the way, I love:
[x] My Little Brother Liam [x] [x] My Parents [x] [x] My Friends [x] [x] The Rest of my family...some of em anyway [x]
I like....
[x] Writing and Reading [X] [x] Long Walks in the countryside [X] [x] Music [X] [x] My job, at times [X] [x] Psychology [X] [x] Philosophy and Theology [X] [x] Politics [X] [x] Celtic Mythology [X] [x] Acting [X] [x] Makeup [X] [x] Web Comics [X] [x] Ben and Jerrys Cookie Dough =D [X] [x] Spicy Food [X] [x] Dragons [X] [x] Video Games [X] [x] Xmas [X] [x] The Wii [X] [x] Bright Colours [X] [x] Intelligent Conversations [X]
Would|You|Believe|Me|If|I|Said |I|Didn't|Need|You
Hate is merely an illusion. We hate nothing and nobody, just merely dislike them enough to make the good things in life seem even better...in that case, I strongly dislike:
[x] Chavvy Music, though most other types of music I tolerate [X] [x] People who claim off benefits when they're completely able to work [X] [x] My job, at times [X] [x] Sadness [X] [x] Any type of 'ist' [Rapist, Racist, Ageist etc [X] [x] Religion, but not religious people. Some of my best friends are religious. [X] [x] Cruelty [X] [x] Abuse [X] [x] Turkey [ the country ][X] [x] Sprouts [X] [x] Worrying about money [X] [x] Tidying up [X] [x] Making decisions [X] [x] Phones [X] [x] Snobs [X] [x] Sluts - though they do make me laugh [X] [x] Pessimists [X] [x] Hospitals [X]