--------------------------------------------------------- Who am i? I am ruth i live in the country moved from the city when i was in 7th grade, ive never been really accepted, I hate getting lied to and for some reason i havnt met a person who hasnt lied to me yet. People want to protect me but yet my life isnt even worth protecting when they drop there lies upon me it makes me lose more hope for the human race i do not understand ppls judgment i try to look at the point of view,but i can usually only concentrate on there actions.I dont like to label b/c i have been labeled to many times, i dont like the fact that ppl think they have to judge some one b/c they dont understand them they cant just except them for who they are its sad... they cant take the time to actually see ppl for who they are even if they are good or bad there is no one postion avalable for makeing people feel like shit. There are good ppl out there i do know that but they are hard to find and they like to adapt to there environment...

I like to see the smile on a friend who has been down for so long i like to see people happy even if its going overboard, i like looking up in the sky and seeing the stars the natural beauty of something mankind has not touched, i like turning my music on and actualy being abel to get away from the world, i like playing chess b/c it lets u see how far peopls minds have exspanded i like seeing ppl getting some where in life. profile
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I dont care for life that much i would give my life for some one in a instant as long as they want to live it, i dont like the fact that ppl are dieing and i cant give them my life in a way they can envy me and i can envy them. I hate that i cant seem to control my emotions at times, i hate the emptiness with in me, i dont know how to fill it and i dont think i can its not love ive had that and it only messed with my mind more its like being alone but yet ur not the sickning feeling that u cant get rid of
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