my life is nothing but a game. A game im losing. I wake up and go through my day wishing my eyes never opened. I breath in and wish I can't breath out. My fear of death is nothing. Its my fear of the reactions from my friends that don't let me do anything about it. I never had a family. They never were there for me. I lost all faith in love. My heart has been broken bruised bashed crumpled put into a blender chewed up spit out eaten puked up abandoned shattered disintegrated torn out stepped on blown up and destroyed. But yet I still try to look up and fake a smile. I still go through my day trying to look alive. I keep my hair in my face to hide my pain and I wear long sleeves to hide my shame.
Likes
the word epic. sunrise and sunset. non stupid boys and girls. drama haters. poetry. the colors black blue red and purple. my twin. by best friend. who ever i'm dating. my last tear. my final breath. canada. cute emo boys. the word goober. good music. art. funny old people. cats. hair. the word fuck. piercings. tattoos. markers/sharpies. drawing on myself. bracelets. necklaces. skeleton keys. boys. boobs. pepsi. monsters. energy drinks. soda. My teddy bears. My pets. Coloring books. Mustered. Tukes. Canada. Texting. Wal-mart. Hot topic. Invader zim. Gir. Hello kitty. Patrick from spongebob. Socks. Skater shoes. Emos. Hair styling. Make up. Horror movies. Sex. Giving massages. Watching funny commercials. Family guy. Robot chicken. Adult swim. Andy sixxx. The numbers 7 and 3. dot dot curve. music. hello kitty. gir. pandas. pepsi. monsters. coffee.
Dislikes
noodles. worms. clowns. big dogs. the letter e. dumb boys and girls. drama starters. eastmont high school. the town of wenatchee. haters. bright colors. critics of good things. preps. jocks. posers. fakes. frilly things. ex's. facts of life. the united states. rap. country. mean old people. body hair. people that hurt me. being sick. baby killers. citrus. panic attacks. my reaction to citrus. ketchup. Babies. The education connection commercials. Bright colors. Babies. Kidz bop commercials. Tv. Comedy movies. Chick flicks. Orange food. The color green. Broken phones. Love. Spongebob. Greedy people. Selfish people. My mom. My family. Grumpy old people. Fairy tales. The beach. Crowded places. People behind me. Not wearing any jewelry. Having my hair behind my ears. Not cuddling after sex. Being used. Sleeping. Nightmares. Remotes that don't work. Bad teeth. Ugly people. Being lost.
Favorite Music
abandon all ships. agraceful. aiden. alesana. alexisonfire. all that remains. all time low. anarbor. anberlin. armor for sleep. artist vs poet. as i lay dying. asking alexandria. attack attack. basshunter. the birthday massacre. black veil brides. blessthefall. blink 182. blood on the dance floor. boys like girls. breaking benjamin. breath carolina. bring me the horizon. brokencdye. bullet for my valentine. call the cops. calvary kids. children of bodom. coheed and cambria. cursive. a cursive memory. cute is what we aim for. a day to remember. dead by april. dead by sunrise. dead poetic. death cab for cutie. the devil wears prada. disturbed. dot dot curve. dr acula. drop dead gorgeous. escape the fate. every time i die. eyes set to kill. fall out boy. forever the sickest kids. framing hanley. from autumn to ashes. from first to last. funeral for a friend. further seems forever. good charlotte. hawthorne heights. hit the lights. hopes die last. i am ghost. i see stars. i set my friends on fire. in faith and failure. in fear and faith. jeffree star. job for a cowboy. this romantic tragedy. the medic droid. mindless self indulgence. miss may i. my american heart. my chemical romance. otep. papa roach. paramore. parkway drive. pierce the veil. puddle of mudd. red jumpsuit apparatus. saosin. scarlett o'hara. scary kids scaring kids. the scene aesthetic. silverstein. simple plan. a skylit drive.smile empty soul. something corporate. sparks the rescue. static x. a static lullaby. stereo skyline. story of the year. suicide silence. sum 41. this romantic tragedy. a thorn for every heart. three days grace. thrice. underoath. the used. we came as romans. we the kings. whitechapel. with broken wings. the word alive. yellowcard. 30 seconds to mars.
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