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~what you need to know about me~
i am an aspiring and tortured artist. my work is inspired by my life experiences and how i perceive the world. i'm am greatly influenced by things that most people are disturbed by or ignore. i love metaphors. i've been studying mythology and the occult since an early age and follow a path of spirituality i created all on my own. my art is very intertwined with my own mythologies. i'm also very fascinated by and often obsess over the paranormal, mythology, and german culture. i am a perfectionist.
i am a drug advocate. i believe drugs can be used as a tool of enlightenment and therapeutic if used correctly.
use, don't abuse!
i support total equality. regardless of race, gender, religion, sexual orientation, lifestyle choice, ect. differences are key to individuality.
~for those of you~
if you're going to message me, be creative and interesting. i don't like boring or shallow people. generic greetings won't be given a response.
don't comment me stating that i'd be prettier if i lost the heavy make-up and wore some color. this is a 'gothic industrial culture' site (see homepage) and if this is the way truly you feel then you probably shouldn't be on here! don't be a poser. if you want to be a part of a scene you might want to at least learn about the scene before making a fool of yourself.
p s to those who constantly brag about being a vf member since '04... let me know if you actually remember when this site was just a message board. then i might be impressed. 
i really adore the industrial genre (mostly stuff out of germany) and i am a hardcore, (mostly) old skool nin fan!
a perfect circle, agonize, alice in chains, alice cooper, android lust, angeldust, aphex twin, arzt+pfusch, assemblage 23, bach, bauhaus, the birthday massacre, black sabbath (& some ozzy), blutengel, bjork, the cranberries, concrete blonde, the cruxshadows, the cure, echo and the bunnymen, einsturzende nubauten, emilie autumn, enya, danny elfman, dark lotus, das ich, david bowie, dead can dance, depeche mode, the doors, garbage, gary newman, gravity kills, guns 'n' roses, him, in strict confidence, inkubus sukkubus, insane clown posse, jimi hendrix, joy division (new order), kmfdm, l'ame immortale, lacrimosa, lacuna coil, lady gaga, leaether strip, led zeppelin, lorena mckennitt, marilyn manson, mcchris, metallica, mindless self indulgence, ministry, mozart, my life with the thrill kill kult, the newlydeads, nightwish, nine inch nails, nirvana, orgy, peter murphy, pink floyd, prince, radiohead, rammstein, rasputina, red hot chili peppers, the sisters of mercy, skinny puppy, slipknot, the smiths, stabbing westward, switchblade symphony, system of a down, tech n9ne, tim skold, tool, tori amos, twiztid, vast, white & rob zombie, wumpscut, x-fusion, xotox, zeromancer, 50 cent, the 69 eyes art,
chemicals,
creating visual art,
culture,
dancing,
'the dark carnival',
digital art,
diversity,
doctrines,
drugs,
fashion design,
graphic design,
herbalism,
history,
individualism,
the macabre,
making a statement,
men in make-up,
metaphysics,
mythology,
the occult,
the old ways,
the paranormal,
photography,
spirituality,
true originality,
and many, many more!
ignorance,
hypocrisy,
immaturity,
closed-minds,
copycats,
ass kissers,
posers,
unfounded arrogance,
Wednesday 13 (if asked i will explain),
prejudice,
child abuse,
manipulation,
religious fanatics,
sexism,
animal cruelty,
prudes,
emos who call themselves goth,
those who call bands like evanescence gothic music,
twilight hysteria,
fucking tinkerbell,
~Highly recommended but very high standards!~
