"There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope."
-Gerard Way
1. Alyssa
the kind of girl who still manages to find a way to smile; the one that you'll see walking down the hallway, having her head up high, trying just one last time; the kind of girl that will get back up, each and everytime she falls... the kind of girl who NEVER gives up.
And we danced are way to the moon...
By the way I am taken softly by the sound of your voice can tell me whether or not I am ready to take on the responsibility of growing close to you or keeping you farthest from my mind. Only I can make that choice; and I will choose.
Broken but never shattered. Torn but never to pieces.
I can be your best friend or second worst enemy. You are your own worst enemy.
I have many bad choices so far in life. And I am glad I did only because I know that without making the mistakes I did I would not be taking the direction I am right now. I have set my life and mind straight knowing that I am on the path to success. Although I am young and still much to learn, I know what I want and I will get where I want to be.
Singing has been my passion since I was little. I was singing before I could speak full words. I am in honors choir at Anchor Bay High School. Even if I do not become the next "American Idol", singing will always be apart of me. It makes me who I am.
I am extremely intimidating. Not the fact that I'm bi-racial and dressed in black but, because I am not weak-minded. I do not allow myself to controlled by others. If I have to cut you loose to better myself, I will.
My heart has never been broken. I have been hurt throughout past relationships and that has only made me stronger. I thank my mother personally everyday for giving me that strength. Men are all the same in my eyes. Nothing but lies and backstabbing. It's hard for me to trust. And once you've earned it then broken it, it takes only time to regain it. Many never do. Prove me wrong.
I am easy to get along with. I come off either very outgoing or extremely shy. If you get on my bad side, that's pretty much it. I'm not lying when I say that's a side of me you really do not want to see.
Random Fact:
+I am obessed with penguins.
+I get the feeling that someone is watching me.
+I was referred to as the "Black Verison of Amy Lee"
+Many of my friends are older than me.
+My first musical was "The High School Musical."
+If I can mosh to it or hip-roll to it, I listen to it.
+I do not think my life is terrible in anyway. We all have our bad days.
+When we first meet, I wont believe a single word you say til I get to know you more.
+I do not wear that much make-up anymore. Only when I'm going somewhere special.
+I use Proactiv.
+My hair has to look good no matter what.
+I have four huskies: Nanook, Miko, and Jack. Miko is mine.
+When I fall for someone, I fall hard. It doesnt matter how long I've dated or even known them.
+If eggrolls and crab are involved, I'll do anything!
+I have nine piercings.
+I've been told that I may be too mature for a sixteen year old.
+My cell phone is a Katana. {Sprint}
+I was in a car accident after just a week having my licence.