“We are ashamed of everything that is real about us; ashamed of ourselves, of our relatives, of our incomes, of our accents, of our opinions, of our experience, just as we are ashamed of our naked skins”
Sex: male Age: 20 Location: Amsterdam / Edam, , The Netherlands
Member since: January 28, 2007 Account: Free Account
because the human mind only contains 23 personality features Why else do you think you can have something in common with anyone? why else can you recognize certain features from people you have met, in people you have never met before?
i am Gifted with the ability to make incredible mistakes.(endlessly)
Old fashion in some ways of thinking.
A pain in the ass when the days are not on my side.
A hard worker.
Romantic when the situation allows me to.
Perfectionistic
Caring (which often lead to people calling me dad for fun.)
Loyal ( because i think that is a rare good these days)
Difficult
Breakable
Simple
Passifying (only when i think its needed)
Honest
An occasional clown
A enjoyer of life as it comes
A free artist
Anti materialistic
boring from time to time
and
A free hand an shoulder for who ever needs one.
Interests
Psychology
Philosophy
Arts (no matter what style or age)
Music
Poetry
Literature
You(?)
To be honest... I suck at life...
but
it never stopped me from living it.
I try to enjoy the simple things in life
Walking ( i prefer through forests or on the beach)
( i think they are very attractive( and i really dont care what you think about that)
Disgust me with...
Woman abusement -_- But, please, note that Im not against violence... Because i think no other punishment teaches a rapist better Then to cut of his testicles and give m back in a glass of water.
People judging others for being stupid I think you may judge somebodys actions But not the person itself. I mean, who are you to judge who is stupid or not.
the desperate general urge of men wanting to be in control
general oppression. based on gender/color/constitution/religion I really HATE the fact that certain religious parties are in the government while the damn church and state should be seperated forces.
people cant despise me more with claiming to be the "boss" or "leader" deciding what is wrong or right. for that reason i think "leadership" equals oppression... because there is always a minor party struggling with the regulations which the majority made up by their comforts. i do not like democracy but i must admit i cant make up any other system that justifies more.
people downgrading me on my dyslexia , while i am working my ass of to make it look as good as possible
disgust me with the glorification of war. (see for example the "star spangled banner)
people claiming their constitution is the only right one... or talking about THE truth i think there is no truth... only your truth there is no wrong or right... only having a point.
you may dislike me for
-I am NOT attractive or good looking.
-I am very naive, i always tend to make the best out of things dispite the fact knowing that sometimes it just wont.
-I have dyslexia, and if you see any spelling or grammar mistakes, please inform me because i think dyslexia is not a free way ticket to waste the language you speak.
-I am very decisive for the things that matter but cant decide at all for things that dont.
-I wont change my mind easily. Because every issue passing my mind, i have; flipped over, turned inside out, put back and forth and seen every facet of it before i even judging it. People shouldnt say that i must think before i judge, I probably thought more about the issue at hand, than they assumed me to do.
-I may be direct.
-I may figure you out within 5 minutes of meeting you,
- My neutral face looks serious. and thats the reason why people often ask me if i am angry or something.
-I am easily worried. about anything.
-It usually takes a long time for i trust you.
-I can be a closed book or extrovert, it depends on who i trust.
-I am a devoted friend, I do favors and expect nothing in return but to not to forget what i did for you.
-Once you are in shit I WILL get you out.
-I NEVER gave up. on any anyone.
-I had professional help multiple times i am not that person anymore it does not define me who i am it helped me more making me who i am now
-I love to be scared, but i cant exactly remember the last time i was..
Recommendations this is a list of things i strongly recommend you to do at least once in your life
Read!
-"De avonden" - (Gerard Reve ),
-"De ontdekking van de hemel"- (Harry Mulisch),
-"De donkere kamer van Damocles" - (Willem Frederik Hermans),
-"A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man" - (James Joyce)!!
-"Lolita" - (Vladimir Nabokov),
-"Brave New World" - (Aldous Huxley),
-"The Sound and the Fury" - (William Faulkner)
( YES! i read english literature as well... whats the big deal?)
Learn!
-To play an instrument or 2
-To speak another language next to english and your native tongue
-To cook dishes from another cuisine then your natives'
-To forgive
-To Forget
-To exceed your pain "inputlimit"
-To see that there is no such thing as "truth" or being "right", but merely -your "truth"- and -having a point-.
-To see we humans exist in certain "templates"/"pre-shaped-moulds" of behavior, which is why you can recognise certain features from people you know in people you didnt knew before
-To cope with change
-To live with your handicaps
-To fight for what you believe in
-To see that age is merely a indication of existence; not of maturity or wisdom.
-To live instead of being alive.
-To see that what people recommend is not a assignment to do so.
Go! (this is just a list of suggestions based on the carpe-diem-idealism)
- And make a movie!
- write a book!
- Write a song!
- Write a play!
- Set 3 big goals every 10 years and try to fulfill them, which gives life more point of living
- To a strange place by impulse and get yourself a warm cup of coco or what ever you like to drink and then see what the day brings you.
- To a random mall and buy yourself a set of cothes, which you normally never would wear, and then walk in it for a whole day to see how people respond.
- When someone invites you, bring a friend with you to back you up, so you wont turn out as a 3rd wheel.
- to "The Efteling" theme park and smoke pot with your "best friend" once in your life
- to a country by choice every 3 years.
- to a medieval at least once every year.
- to a blues cafe or smooth jazz cafe at least once in your life...
- Drink guinness once in your life
- Find a wine wich suits your character.
- Skateboard once in your life.
- Gig on a stage in front of at least 200 people once in your life.
- write what you think and share it with others
- and convince people what should be changed
- out and dream!
- and be a hypocryte, as long as it feels right, it does not matter we are all hypocrytes...becouse our behaviour allways will speak against its own actions...
- And live YOUR life, not others'...
Some words to end with
If you just read what i write/wrote, i thank you sincere. Some things might have gave you a purpose for one or more matters. Or make you want to live a better life and be happy.
it puzzles me... How people are so heavily in pursuit of happiness by achieving luxury and materialism. Enjoying the "good things" in life, not realizing they are nothing less than drugged by luxury. isnt it remarkable that the affordable things make us "happy" but only the inaffordable can make us statisfied.
All "good things" in life are: bad for your health; illegal; and/or immoral.
to be honest, i think there is not such thing as "good" or "being right" good is just a metaphor created by laws/rules and a code of ethics, an invention of humanity to give life more sense and keep structure.
the remarkable thing is... if you just live your medical, ethically an politically correct, people wont respect you.
Be good and you will be lonely...
...And if you are afraid of being lonely... dont try to be right...
A great philosopher and psychologist once said: I am afraid of changing what has worked for me.
with this, he made me even more afraid to change what had worked for me. Because what i am now, feels right and sincere. i think that may be good.
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