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What, expecting some vital statistics? Looking for "5-foot/ redhead / 38DD / looking for sex partner"? Sorry, folks. This is my profile, my soapbox, my rules,my world. It's mostly half-cocked opinions and ideas. Although most of you idiots just look at the pictures, hunh? I'm a loner by nature. And I think I'm better off that way. There are very few exceptions. Benign chit-chat is abhorred, but please comment as much as you like. I dont expect to even scrape the surface of my mind or personality in describing myself here, as I feel that if an online profile can sum oneself up into some sort of nutshell, then the person in question must be pretty dull and uninteresting. Just think of me as a verbose irritant or that teacher that can't seem to critique you positively, and you'll be fine. Also, in contradiction to what you might be led to believe by the profile... I don't hate anyone, because to hate, one must first acknowledge an idiot's opinion and care for his approval; thus, if I dislike someone, I'm not very likely to care about him, now am I? If you're an idiot, you're entertainment. I'll sharpen my teeth on you until a challenge worth my time comes along. Don't argue with me. You won't win, anyhow-- therefore, you are not worth it. But try, if you must. Oh, yes. And I mustn't forget a rant about ratings whores. If you post a "Come by my profile and rate me" thing, be prepared to be flamed AND downrated. OH NO! I'M A FILTHY DOWNRATER! I don't have a ratings box, idiots. I don't believe in ratings system. It's for stupid little camwhores who need to feel validated. I don't want your opinion. If I wanted it, I'd tell you. Oh, and if you say something like "where's your ratings box?" I'll downrate you for ignorance and lack of reading ability. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Yeah, harsh, I know. But deal with it, or kill the profile. For those of you who don't like long profiles, I'll just list some short sentences and hope your vocabulary is good enough to decipher it. Also, I will respond to any comments I get, for I believe it is a halfassed attempt at friendship. If you have anything meaningful to say, inbox me. Now, most find me patronizing and pompous... but I assure you that it's merely my 100-mile-a-minute-sarcasm. I'm also unfriendly, elitist, ugly, rude, and condescending. But at least I'll never lie to you. I'll always be honest, and I'll never sugar-coat anything. If you're an idiot, I'll tell you to read a book. If I like you, I'll say so. But remember that this is MY twisted little Wonderland.
Straightforward and honest but tactlessly brutal and harsh Youthful and broad-minded but changable and inconsistant Impulsive and impatient but determined and adaptable Pessimistic, sarcastic and fatalistic but enthusiastic, loving and persistent Perverse and unpredictable but eloquent and versitile Unemotional and detached but compulsively obsessive and urbane Selfish, possessive and quick-tempered but freedom-loving and faithful Overcritical and harsh but affectionate and optimistic for change Inquisitive and emotional but careless and irresponsible Security loving and versatile but tense and emotional lively and imaginative but cautious and analytical Idealistic and contrary but romantic and passionate Forceful and histrionic but determined and philisophical loving and loyal, but overdetermined and clingy Foolhardy and escapist but energetic and inventive I'm lost in impossible dreams. These dreams are broken, and my thoughts are far away. Ah, but I am a realist. The world is merely what it is. I don't have any beliefs but the silent screams at the ignorance of this earth and my moans as my throat is bitten, and blood flows crimson. For those of you who don't want such a simple answer to who I am... I don't even know who I am, so how can I accurately describe myself? I barely know who I am, what I want, and what I'm about. I'm constantly changing, evolving, devolving, breaking habits and setting up new ones. I fear change, and yet I crave it above almost all else. I'm self-loathing, pessimistic, unhappy, vengeful, sarcastic and full of anger. And then, I'm the most caring person you'll ever meet. My dreams are fragile, and yet I protect them with a jealous eye that would make any dragon proud. I love intensely. My hatred is just as intense. I've been told I'm too loyal to people I actually give a shit about. I'm a bad judge of character. I've also been told that I'm pure violence in motion, hence the comment signature. The only things I know about myself is that I love to learn, I hate to love, and I'm quick to anger. Almost anything can set me off. And yet, there are times that I'm so patient and gentle, I could be mistaken for Mother Earth herself. I dislike kids, but I'm wonderful with them. I'm getting to the point in my life in which I want someone to start a life with, to be with for the rest of this lifetime and beyond.
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 I love... Truth.... When I get my loved ones angry... then kiss them. Dancing like a little kid in the rain. The taste of fresh raspberries wrapped in mint leaves Fog Words Intelligence The idea of homicide without karmic backlash Fighting - both verbal and physical Haematodipsia:(A strong An erotic attraction to the taste, sight (or smell) of blood.) Haematomania: (A strong psychological craving for blood) Political/Theological debates Debates about anything, really Daggers. Guns. My crossbow. My mini Uzi Writers/Musicians Sharp teeth, sharp nails and calloused hands My boyfriend Sensuality Coffee Genderbenders Alchemy The taste of fresh raspberries Sarcasm/satire Gore/blood History Learning new skills My violin Piano music Violence The smell of Patchouli Computers (No actual knowledge, but I muddle through) Coding/Programming (Ditto) Web design (Again, no skill, but willing to be taught) Photography Journalism Philosophy Witty banter. I'm a sucker for the spoken word Intelligence basically covers what I look for in conversations, but I'm sure you'll want something specific. Due to the pressure of people bitching that I need to write more in this box, I shall elaborate on what is important to me concerning human contact. Words and intelligence are the most sensual things in the world and can obliterate any other flaws, including physical. Social commentary. A bit of chubbiness. Daggers. (No, I don't self-mutilate. The concept is disgusting. I merely think that things that are both beautiful and deadly are fascinating) Eyes. Pessimists. The idea of homicide without karmic effects. A sense of humor, believe it or not... Sensuality. Industrial, punk and classical music. Practicing with my throwing knives. Totally random statements. Fantasies of mass destruction of all the idiots in my life. Killing your spirits while arousing your mind and body. I'm looking for the one who can deal with my bitchy attitude. Someone intelligent and sensual who can make me weak in the knees every time (s)he brushes his/her teeth against my neck. Someone who can keep up with my irregularly high libido. Someone who can best me in every verbal argument and still find me attractive. A person I can learn things from. A person I can be with for the rest of this lifetime... (and perhaps many others) and never get bored. And as far as the mere mortals of the world... Anyone of an intelligence above that of shoe leather..  I hate... Liars Being ignored Not being around people that I care for Caring for people Cyber sex(Tried it. Not fun) Being ignored for no apparent reason. Hot dogs, sausage, and normally, bacon. Cheap liquor Bad poetry(Yes, I hate my poetry) When idiots hit on me. When my spider won't come out of my hair. I can't exactly shower with him in there. Hot weather, sunny days, and when the wind doesn't blow People who don't believe in dragons and faeries Hating a general group instead of individuals (only a few "prize" specimens deserve true hate) Most of the people here on VF... come on. Writing a profile like "i L0vE g01Ng 0Ut 2 sCar pPL'5 m1Nds WiT mY vAMp3rIk dArk Cl0Ak't V15UaL 0f My d3AtH..." doesn't exactly exude intelligence OR individuality. Love(It will never be forever, despite what the storybooks say, or what they tell you. My strong belief in this is why I'll probably die as the crazy cat lady on the corner...) The colors yellow(all shades) and pastel pink. I don't know why. Fake-happy-perky-people that remind me of ditzy characters in anime. You're not a cartoon. It's not fucking cute, okay? If you think you're an anime character, maybe I can kill you and your powers will magically bring you back to life. Like in Sailor Moon. Fake-depressed-suicidal-cutting-people. You can't be sad all the time. If something is funny, smile. Go listen to Voltaire's music. That will brighten your day AND still give you Goth-points. Those that keep whining and complaining about the president. America voted him in. Majority rules. Deal with it and try to be a political activist instead of dwelling in your parent's basement, bitching about the war in the Middle East. When my gadgets break/the computer freezes/I get a worm The smell of peonies. Pictures of self-mutilation, nude pictures followed by complaints about immaturity, those x-on-the-nipples pictures that 15 year old cam whores take to cleverly get around the "no nudity" rule on here, guys who take pictures of themselves to show off their body, ect. It's pathetic. Now, I realize that I have a picture up there in my gallery with my tits hanging out. Actually, that picture is kind of a hypocritical joke for my own sick pleasure. I rant a lot about people whoring online, so I decided to put up my own slutty picture. The caption clearly says "Dumb Degenerate Lowlife" It's both a Pitchshifter lyric (I'm a Pitchshifter fangirl) and a kind of commentary on the picture itself-- a picture like that is debasing EVERYTHING I've ranted about-- as well as people who automatically gravitate there thinking "BEWBIESSSSS" as they click. ..not a lot of people get my humor, needless to say. -.-'' The growing trend of guys to be emanciated-looking. "Anorexia as a lifestyle." Fucking powerbombs. There's no point. (Rant will be added when I have more time) Now for the minor irksome things that I see in profiles and feel the need to bitch about... You are = you're. Possessive pronoun = your EVERYTHING IN UPPERCASE i hate it when everything is lowercased. proper nouns and the beginnings of sentences are capitalized, thank you very much. No breaks in paragraphs. It starts to get really annoying when different thoughts are melded together. I think I should get more coffee. What do you think? Isn't this getting irritating? I mean, really. Different ideas deserve different paragraphs, don't they? Extremely idiotic spelling mistakes, silly typos, and messenger acronyms. Acronyms are fine when IMing, when used in moderation. For something that people read-like a profile, keep the English in tact, please. Example: I lyke difrent thinggs. Don't u? lol. 3v3ry 7#1ng 1n 1337 5p33k I get enough of this when I game, and it's like the Macerena. Everyone knows what it is, so it should fizzle out like said dance. So much HTML that my computer crashes every fourth profile. User names like "Cunt" "Evil_Cute_Lil_Kittie" "Naughty_Girl" "HotNsexy" "2BigTits4u" "GothicStud" "SuckMeGood" or anything of the like. (and yes, these are all profiles I've seen in the two years I've been here.) You should be shot in the face with a SMG for it. Pictures of thongs, asses, cleavage, pecs, abs, ect. I don't care how "hot" your body is. Do the self-respecting thing and pose for Hustler or Playgirl or Blue Blood or some such magazine, so that you actually get PAID for it.  Classical: Favorites include: Niccolò Paganini. Carl Orf. Richard Wagner. Also: Bach, Bazzini, Beethoven, Bizet, Chopin, Grieg, Liszt, Mozart, Saint-Saëns, Stravinsky, Tartini, Vanessa Mae, Vivialdi. Industrial/Techno: Wumpscut, Pitchshifter, Skinny Puppy, Zeromancer, Front 242, Kraftwerk, Throbbing Gristle Laether Strip, Apoptygama Berzerk, Funker Voygt, Pitchshifter, Zeromancer, Deadstar Assembly. Punk: Dead Kennedys, Rancid, NOFX, the Eyeliners, Anti-Flag, Black Flag, le Tigre, Milkmen. Oldies: Frank Sinatra, Alice Cooper, Jim Croce, the Beach Boys, Bette Midler, the Four Seasons, the Platters, the Eagles, doo-wop in general, Ray Charles, Neil Sedaka. Ambient/Softer sounds: A Perfect Circle, Tori Amos, Jewel, NightWish, Apocalyptica, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Dreamside, the Morticians. Rock/Metal: NIN, Murderdolls, Jack Off Jill, Dir En Grey, Stabbing Westward, Pearl Jam, Metallica (older material), Cradle Of Filth, Lamb of God, Under Oath, Bright Eyes, Death Cab for Cutie, Van Halen, Stabbing Westward, Staind, Avenge Sevenfold. Pop(ish): Garbage, Orgy, the Spice Girls, Alanis Morisette, Natalie Imbruglia, They Might Be Giants. Oh, and military marching music for some reason... don't laugh... I said don't laugh, damnit...*growls slightly* Music fueling my MP3 player right now... * Nine Inch Nails- Closer I also have a Dark Starlings Account, but I couldn't stick it in the links because the URL was too long. But here it is, if you're interested in some of my articles and such. * Nickelback- Figured You Out * Metallica- ...And Justice For All * Black Sabbath- Paranoid * Murderdolls- Kill Miss America * Iron Maiden- The Number of the Beast * Led Zeppelin- Stairway To Heaven * Guns n' Roses- Welcome to the Jungle * The Cure- Love Song * The Misfits- Die, Die, My Darling * The Beatles- I Wanna Hold Your Hand * Jim Croce- Operator (That's not the way it feels) * Skinny Puppy- pretty much the entire "Too Dark Park" album * Pearl Jam- Yellow Ledbetter * Wumpscut- Crown of Thorns * Beach Boys- Surfer Girl * Nine Inch Nails- Hurt * Orff- Carmina Burana (techno and classical versions) * Apocalyptica- The Hall of the Mountain King * Pearl Jam- Black * Joe Pechie- Take All Your Love (and shove it up your big fat ass) * Niccolo Paganini- All of his Caprices * The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack * My Fair Lady- Why Can't the English Learn to Speak? * Diren Grey- Raspberry Jam intro * Spice Girls- Stop * Lorna Brackwell- God Forbid * Marine Corps Theme- From the Halls Of Montezuma * In the Hall of the Mountain King Techno Version * Stabbing Westward- Everything I Touch, I Break * Avenged Sevenfold- Beast and the Harlot http://www.darkstarlings.com/display_profile.php?name=Strange_Angel |
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