You can't quit until you try. You can't live until you die. You can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie. Can't breathe until you choke. You gotta laugh when you're the joke.
Status: Always is in your eyes and always I realize that always is you and I for always, always
Sex: female Age: 22 Location: Louisville,
Kentucky, United States
Member since: December 07, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Pansexual Status: Single and looking Brother::The_Heartbreak_Kid Occupation: Living under your bed Recruited By:sideshow13666
Who am I you ask? I'll try to answer that for you if you will give me a minute of your time.
Jill or Ravyne is the name. I will answer to either, but I really hate my real name. I am probably one of the nicest people you will meet around here. If you need something, be it help, advice, support, or just an ear to listen or shoulder to cry on, I'm here for you. Whether I'm online or not, message me and I will get to it ASAP. You can ask for my number if you want.
I'm that girl who will always be there for you no matter what happens. I will take up for you in a fight or anything that is going on if you ask me to. I judge people on how they treat me and the people I'm close to, not on race, gender, sexuality, age, problem, etc.
I have my own problems and I've been through some shit myself that a lot of people wouldn't dream of. My parents divorced when I was seven and I was sexually abused as a young teen. I've been to a psychiatrist and have been on a lot of medications for everything from ADD to depression and bipolar. I have self inflicted scars and I've attempted suicide. I know what true hunger and homelessness feels like. I've lived on the streets off and on for three years. I know how it feels to have a loved one ripped from your soul. Call me a fuck up, but I'm still alive and it has all made me stronger. This being said, I probably know where you are coming from.
Besides having a really good friend to talk to, my writing keeps me sane when I get depressed. My writing is my escape from reality when I'm upset. I'm always writing something, whether it's a letter to someone, a poem, or journal.
My music is another thing that really helps me. Depending on my mood, I will listen to New Rock, Classic Rock, Oldies, Gothic Rock, 80's and 90's rock, Industrial, EBM, Techno, Punk, Metal, Japanese (J-Pop/J-Rock), Korean (K-Pop/K-Rock), etc. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.
If I haven't scared you off yet, send me a message or leave me a comment and I will get back to you ASAP.
Get to know me
Gidget Gein and the Dali Gaggers, Dope, Front 242, Combichrist, Grendel, Satyricon, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park, Dir en Grey, Antic Cafe, Cradle of Filth, Kamelot, Tool, Musica Silentis Doloris, Mudvayne, Five Finger Death Punch, HELLYEAH, Pantera, Muse, Bullet For My Valentine, Miyavi, The Cure, Drowning Pool, Motley Crue, Sixx: A.M., Disturbed, Static X, Twisted Sister, Arch Enemy, Iced Earth, Blind Gaurdian, Slayer, False, Incursion, Amendment, Rose Funeral, Veil of Maya, Faderhead, Behind The Beheaded, Amon Amarth, Throbbing Gristle, Sisters of Mercy, Type O Negative, Bad Dream 17, Underworld Assassins, Count Grozny, DJ Sideshow, DJ Sodom, Sever This Illusion, Stunt, DJ Zany, Finger Eleven, Muse, Mind Petrol, Anagnorisis, Nine Inch Nails, Gravity Bomb, Bullet For My Valentine, Dimmu Borgir, Antikythera, GODDAMAGE, sonic Epitaph, Straight Line Stitch, Unearth..... Need I say more?