Acid_Spinal at Vampirefreaks.com

About Me:

My name is Thiago.

There's nothing all that great about me to say...

I love poetry, books, movies, music and all kinds of arts.

I try to be as honest as I can, even when it hurts someone, if I can't trust you, then I wont consider you my friend.

I play vocals and guitars on a band.

A lot of things happened those last months, and I think I'm completelly diferent now... but thats not bad at all, I think I'm a better person now...

About My Band:

The name is "Synesthesia"

And the formation is basically the same of my old band "Dawn of Doom" (my best friends too), exept for the new lead guitarrist, (my brother) and I'm not just the singer anymore, now I play guitars too.

The style is also completely different.

We basically play some "Anathema" and "A Perfect Circle" songs, and we're working in our new songs...

Favorite Music:

"A"

*A Perfect Circle
*Acid Bath
*Acústicos e Valvulados
*Adagio
*After Forever
*Aimee Mann
*Alina Orlova
*All Shall Perish
*All That Remains
*Allman Brothers Band
*Amon Amarth
*Amorphis
*Anathema
*Annihilator
*Apocalyptica
*Apoptigma Berserk
*Arch Enemy
*As I Lay Dying
*Asmodina
*Audiooslave
*Avantasia
Avec Tristesse
*Avenged Seven Fold
*Ayria

"B"

*Bauhaus
*Beastie Boys
*Beatles
*Bethoven
*Beyond Fear
*Black Label Society
*Black Sabbath
*Bleeding Through
*Blood Has Been Shed
*Bring me The Horizon
*Buckethead
*Bullet for My Valentine

"C"

*Cadaveria
*Caliban
*Capital Inicial
*Carpathian Forest
*Catamenia
*Children of Bodom
*Chimaira
*Chrome Division
*Clan of Xymox
*Coal Chamber
*Cocorosie
*Combichrist
*Corrosion of Conformity
*Cradle of Filth
*Cranberries
*Crossbreed
*Cryptopsy
*Cult of Luna

"D"

*Damageplan
*Danzing
*Dark Tranquility
*Darkwell
*David Bowie
*Daylight Dies
*Deadstar Assembly
*Deathstars
*Deep Purple
*Def Lepard
*Deftones
*Deicide
*Demon Hunter
*Depeche Mode
*Devildriver
*Dew-Scented
*Diary of Dreams
*Dimmu Borgir
*Dire Straits
*Dissection
*Dope
*Dream Theater
*Drowning Pool
*Dry Cell

"E"

*Engenheiros do Hawaii
*Eric Clapton
*Eric Johnson
*Extreme
*Eyes of Shiva

"F"

*Fear Factory
*Foo Fighters

"G"

*Gamma Ray
*God Forbid
*God Module
*Gorgoroth
*Gram
*Graveworm
*Graveyard BBQ
*Gravity Kills
*Green Carnation

"H"

*Hatebreed
*Helalyn Flower
*HIM
*Himsa

"I"

*Icepick
*Icon of Coil
*Ill Nino
*Impending Doom
*In Flames
*In Strict Confidence
*In This Moment
*Incubus

"J"

*Janes Addiction
*Jars of Clay
*Jimmi Hendrix
*Job For A Cowboy
*Joe Satriani
*Johnny Cash
*Joy Division

"K"

*Kataklysm
*Katatonia
*Killswitch Engage
*Kittie
*Korn

"L"

*Lacrimas Profundere
*Lacrimosa
*Lacuna Coil
*Lamb of God
*Leaves Eyes
*Led Zeppeling
*Leonard Cohen
*Living Colour
*London After Midnight
Lord Belial
*Lordi
*Loudness
*Luca Turilli's Dreamquest
*Lullacry
*Lynyd Skynyrd

"M"

*Machine Head
*Malice Mizer
*Marilyn Manson
*Masterplan
*Mayhem
*Megadeth
*Megaherz
*Meshuggah
*Metallica
*Mind.In.A.Box
*Mindless Self Indulgence
*Moi Dix Mois
*Moonspell
*Morgana Lefay
*Mortiis
*Mozart
*Motorhead
*Mozart
*Mudvayne
*Murderdolls
*Muse
*Mushroomhead
*My Dying Bride

"N"

*Napalm Death
*Nazareth
*Neurosis
*Nevermore
*Nick Drake
*Nightwish
*Nine Inch Nails
*Nirvana
*Noir Desir
*Nuclear Assault

"O"

*Obituary
*Opeth
*Otep
*Ozzy Osbourne

"P"

*Pain of Salvation
*Pantera
*Papa Roach
*Paradise Lost
*Patrick Watson
*Phill Collins
*Pink Floyd
*Placebo
*Poison The Well
*Porcupine Tree
*Premiata Forneria Marconi
*Priestess
*Primal Fear
*Primus
*Prototype
*Psyclon Nine
*Pushmonkey

"Q"

*Queens of The Stone Age

"R"

*Radiohead
*Rage Against The Machine
*Rammstein
*Ray Charles
*Razed In Black
*REM
*Rob Zombie
*Rogério Skylab
*Rush

"S"

*Samael
*Savatage
*Sentenced
*Sepultura
*Servo Hatred
*Sex Pistols
*Shadows Fall
*Shaman
*Shinedown
*Simphony X
*Sinergy
*Siouxsie and The Banshees
*Sisters of Mercy
*Skinny Puppy
*Slayer
*Slipknot
*Smashing Pumpkins
*Sonic Syndicate
*Soil and Eclipse
*Soilwork
*Sonic Youth
*Sonic Syndicate
*Spectrum X
*Static X
*Sting
*Stone Sour
*Stone Temple Pilots
*Strapping Young Lad
*Suicide Commando
*Suicide Silence
*Switchblade Symphony
*SYNESTHESIA!
*System of a Down

"T"

*T3chn0ph0b1a
*Tears for Fears
*Testament
*The 69 Eyes
*The Agony Scene
*The Birthday Massacre
*The Cranberries
*The Cruxshadows
*The Cure
*The Dresden Dolls
*The Gathering
*The Haunted
*The Sins of Thy Beloved
*The White Stripes
*Theater of Tragedy
*Theatres des Vampires
*Therapy?
*Therion
*Tiamat
*Tool
*Trans-Siberian Orchestra
*Tristania
*Triumph
*Trivium
*Turisas
*Type O Negative

"U"

*Ugly Kid Joe
*Uriah Heep

"V"

*Van Halen
*Vivaldi
*Vive la Fete
*VNV Nation

"W"

*Warmen
*Wednesday 13
*Within Temptation
*Wolfsheim
*Wumpscut

"Y"

*Yann Tiersen

"Z"

*Zeromancer
*Zombie Girl

Some of My Poetry:

"Empty Heart"

Feel the taste of hate
Tears rolling down through my bloody face
Falling in my hands
Like the Escence of my darkened soul
Hear the Rhythm
The inconstant hit of my empty heart
The shock of my knees
My last and cold silented whisper
Ice in your veins
Your voice is the song that brings the winter
So far you stay
Your presence kills every kind of life
I've lost my fate
My heart is frozen by your deadly breath
Stills lost in hate
My spirit will not forget the past

"Alone, Again"

deep in the night, filled with sorrow
a never ending pain lies within me
my hands shake, I cannot breath
I never though how hard would it be
I try not to think about it
am I strong enough for this?
and I scream from the inside
come back to me, please
now my heart is crying a sad song
that I try to put down in words
tonight, I don't wanna be alone
and this is only getting worse
I cannot think, I cannot sleep
I feel insane, can barely speak
but all those words that I just spit
are once again making me bleed...

"Burden"

Over and over I try to forget that
but some part of me is binded
I know this feeling, its not the begining
Its just a matter of time
Maybe would be better to disapear
I have no more reason to stay
and why do I ask so many questions
if the answer is one bullet away...
Now I'm starting to blackout
I keep my eyes closed
feel my body falling down
words floating around
fear, hate, pain, anger
no more tears in the morning
today I'm going under
to get free of this burden

"Embrace This Cold Night"

What if I can't find myself?
In this hole that I call heart
What if I can't understand?
The Feeling of being torn apart
I don't know what is wrong
But I try to hold myself
I've been here all alone
Locked inside my shell.

But the winter is here again
Slowly killing our memoryes
To make us cry in vain
Making us fall into the abyss
And I don't want it to stay
I want something to feel
I can't make it go away
If I cry for my own will.

And I see images of a day
Of a past that once was good
But I have no more words to say
Standing here in front of you
Now everything seems so vain
I finf myself into an unreal world
To let go of all this pain
To feel better without saying a word.

"No One Hears me"

No one hear to what I say
No one says what I wanna hear
For me it is easy anyway
But the world has so much to fear
I'm always so loud
But I've been so blind
And the past seems to haunt
All the secrets that I hide
The world looks grey
Love seems so pointless
And you need a reason to stay
But you feel taken by weakness
So when all the hope is gone
And you don't get what you wanted
You realize that what you have done
Is not what you expected.

"Black Sun"

Couldn't avoid this day, Can't rewind the time
On my knees I pray, letting the dreams aside
I want it all, I want it now
I know what to do, but I don't know how
Couldn't forget that day, Can't change my mind
I know that what I need, I will never find
That's what I crave for, my beautiful sin
But even if I try, I know I can't win
Tried to avoid this day, waiting for something
The dark light that blinds, doesn't mean anything
So I've waited, for this day to come
And for this to happen, but I'm better alone
Tried to forget that day, waiting for someone
I'll keep pretending, until you're gone
As my life fades with you, my sharpest blade
I know what's happening, there's no one to blame

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