I am normally Premium, I just can't afford it at the moment. This is me now.
I put my age at 68 because I don't want to be judged by my age. I am an individual, who has done my share of growing up. I am mature and capable of handling things most people my age can not.
I am someone who can be judged easily. Just like you. I am not very different from all the other people on this earth. And I love it. Sure, I like to be different occasionally, but not constantly. And sure enough, not intentionally. I get embarrassed and nervous just like you do. I wish to be that someone who will reflect the good that this world should become.
Within the past couple of years, I have taken for granted this gift. Life; something that is all together a challenge and a struggle. I have decided to follow Jesus. I life my life for God, and no one else. Every moment of every day I am learning something new. But what seperates me from all other Christians is I take the mistakes that I have mad and I am changin for the better. Calling yourself a christian is not a get-out-of-hell-free card! I intend to be that example. The person that is giving all of her power, her life to become one with what we should be.
I life my life side-by-side with music. It is acctually what helps me get through my troubles. I know a lot of people say this, but for me it truely is different. Music speaks to me. Music, and the help of some amazing people, has brought me to God. Johnathan, Joe and Laura are the three most important people in my life. If it weren't for them, music and life would be nothing short of pointless.
For the next year and a half, I will be attending Brookville High School. I am officially a Junior, and I am taking everything with a grain of salt. This year is crucial to my success. I want to rebuild what I have started with in my first two years of high school. Because High school is a scary place. I took my first two years for granted. So, needless to say I want to make these next two final years the best they can possibly be.
I am going to throw away all of the drama and the pain from the inquisitions that my friends and I have made in the past and start a new. I want to laugh and smile through the day, knowing that I am going somewhere when I leave. I have seen it many times before - more times than I realize - where kids go through school not thinking and not putting in any effort what so ever. Thinking that life is a bunch of bull that adults have been throwing at them. Come to find out those adults were right. And those kids are still kids. Completely lost within life. I do not want that to be me, and God is with me to make sure that doesn't happen. Some of my peers are not the most knowledgable kids you'll ever meet. But God forgives them, for they have not come across this miraculous experience. A life with God is truely the way it should be. I am someone who is not influenced by what you believe is right… I refuse.
Who know where life will take me. I want to travel, I want to get out of the states. I see myself in England. Somewhere far away from my past. My life has cahnged, and will never turn back.
"I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back. I have decided to follow Jesus, the cross before us, the world behind us, no turning back, no turning back."
Favorite Music
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The Music That Makes Your Ears Bleed.
The Music That Makes Your Mother Sing.
The Music That Gives You Rage Of A Thousand Men.
The Music That Makes You Want To Rip Apart A Face.
The Music That Makes You Want To Cry.
The Music That Makes You Want To Dance In Your
Underwear.
The Music That Mkes You Want To Kill Check this kid out! You woun't regret it!.