We all have our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made? God forgive me, for all my sins.
Status: Stand me up and maybe I won't be so small Free my hands and feet and maybe I won't always fall Save me
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Sex: female Age: 19 Location: Abbys wonderland...wanna come,
Georgia, United States
Member since: March 14, 2011 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bi-curious Status: Single and looking
Latest Journal Entry:No Subject May 18, 2012, 07:49pm
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About Me
most of you remeber me as Abby_Addict well hell im back bitches ;) my mom delted it because she read the supposed "lies" i wrote about her i mean hell the truth hurts.... anyways i am back now and wanting to make friends so addd me hehe :) a little about me i am fun and outgoing lol i try to make the best out of every situation but its not always that simple haha i get in trouble alot and i smoke accationally im also a cutter and should stop but going threw what i have to its hard not to cut... i live with my mom i dont really get along with my family they exspect so much out of me and im only human im not perfect :( its like no matter what i do im not good enough and seem to fuck up alot i never know when to tell the truth and when to lie i know that sounds extremely bad but its the truth i always seem to tell the truth in the wrong places and then lie at the wrong time.. :( as hard as i try to keep a relationship its never good enough! there is alwayss some excuss to owhy they cant be with me :( is it me that is doing something wrong? am i the one that is unlovable? I know most of you dont want to hear a girl complain about this but i just cant help it sometimes :( I know i sound needy and all but everyone wants someone to love them whether there far away or right down the road i just want someone to cal me and see how my day is and someone who cares... and it just seems like i wont ever be able to i had it once but it didnt work out i want someone to like me because of my personality not because of my tits but its so hard to find guys like that :(
Likes
alot of shit!!smoking pwahhah, =^.^=, friends, i FuckIng LoVe my IpOd!!, MUsic, anything to really get my mind off the real world (quote) The night is deafening when the silence is listening and I'm down on my knees and I know that something is missing because the back of my mind is holding things I'm relying in but I choose to ignore it because I'm always denying them
Dislikes
snobs, people who cant let the past be the past they always seem to bring it up in a fight normally, people who think they are perfect, back stabbing bitches, umm theres more....
Favorite Music
Asking alexandria,The Agonist, The Agony Scene,As I lay Dying, Avenged Sevenfold, Black Veil Brides, Bless the Fall, Bring Me the Horizon, Brokencyde, Bullet for Pretty Boy, Cataract, Confide, Demon Hunter, The Devil Wears Prada, Disturbed, Duralistic Nature, Escape the Fate, Evanescense, God Lives Underwater, Godsmake, Hollywood Undead, In this Moment, Machinemade God, Marilyn Manson, My Chemical Romance, Papa Roach, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Seether, Sleeping with Sirens, Slipknot, There For Tomorow, Three Days Grace, Third Eye Blind, We are the Ocena, 30 Seconds To Mars, 32 Leaves and alot moreee
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