Running away from this earth.
May it pass away in the beautiful flames that it was created for.
Because when tomorrow fails to come,
Today is just not the same.
For all I care set this world ablaze.
Status: Tired.
Sex: male Age: 19 Location: Aurora,
Ontario, Canada
Member since: June 07, 2009 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single
My life is basically based on being artistic and living every moment to its fullest. I play guitar, sing, and have been playing the piano since I was 7.
I have a very different perspective on life than most people and I tend to not care about the decisions I make for myself, but rather for my friends, family and everyone around me.
It's hard for me to figure out who I really am, but as my life unscrambles itself, I'm yet another step closer to figuring it out. I believe myself to be agnostic; that the existence of a deity is unknowable, but also can't be non-existent without proof.
This may be hard to believe, but I'm not afraid of death, or many things in that matter. Death is something that cannot be avoided and eventually all of us will have to experience it, one way or another. When someone passes away, I know that life goes on, and the only thing that is going to bring yourself down is being absorbed by the fact that they're gone.
I've come to realize that almost everything that happens in life, and most of our decisions are subconsciously based on fear. (Fear of losing something, fear of feeling guilty or embarrassed, fear of being left out or alone). Knowing that, I've managed to live my life without being afraid and have based my choices on what I believe is right, without second guessing it.
I try my best to be completely optimistic and content and I always get along with everyone. At first, I may seem quite shy, but once I open up to you, I'll keep a conversation going for hours.
I have really bad trust issues from one of my past relationships, so I feel like I'm taking a risk when I talk to new people and meet new friends, I constantly think about being screwed over in the end. It takes me a while to open up to someone. I hardly ever lie and if I do, it's only to take the blame for something or to save someone from being hurt. Also, I'll never make a promise that I can't keep or fulfill.
I'm very selfless and I sometimes get a little too carried away with being generous, in other words, I hardly ever say, "no". I'm extremely random and I'm pretty good at making someone laugh or smile. I almost *Never* get mad, so if I am, it's probably a big hint that something's wrong.
Most of the time, I lack the motivation to actually do something, even if knowing that I'll do it well. I guess that just means I'm lazy or get distracted really easily. Even the smallest things entertain me.
I love music and art, without it, life would be extremely plain, tasteless and lacking emotion. I recently broke up with my band, A Tempting Murder and I'm now recording my own "Solo Project". I play a lot of video games, in fact, maybe too much... and I have a strange addiction for electronics.
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Likes
• Art and Drawing. I plan to be a tattoo artist and piercer when I'm older.
• Playing guitar, piano, singing, and recording songs.
• Anything extremely random.
• Electronics and computers.
• Watching movies. Especially horror and comedy.
• Domo is awesome!
• Drop Dead clothing.
• The smell of gasoline. Yes, I know, random...
• Hugs are always nice. :)
• Going to concerts. Who doesn't love mosh pits?
• Tim Hortons' Iced Cappuccinos. Damn those things... they're addicting.
• Being outside, or hanging out with friends.
• Autumn and spring. The summer's too hot and winter, too cold...
• Being optimistic.
• People who are interesting, different, or random.
• Cotton candy ice cream is flawless.
• Sharpies are fun to get carried away with. ;D
Dislikes
• People who judge others by the way they look.
• Fakes.
• Writer's block. :(
• The fact that my birthday is December 31st... the last day of the year. :(
• People who threaten me for no apparent reason.
• Thinking about the past.
• Liars and people who break promises.
• Posers; be who you are, not someone you're not.
• Vinegar is really really gross and nauseating.
• When you walk into a room looking for something and forget what you're looking for...
• People who hit me for no reason, or unreasonable people, for that matter...
• When you're walking in a mall or anywhere, and the person in front of you stops suddenly causing you to almost run into them.
• When I can't think of anything else I dislike.
Favorite Music
Okay, it's quite obvious, I have alot of favourite bands, considering the fact that music plays one of the biggest parts in my life. I'll probably miss a few but I'll try to get all them down.
The Acacia Strain, AFI, After The Burial, The Agonist, Agraceful, The Airborne Toxic Event, Alexisonfire, All Shall Perish, All That Remains, Amon Tobin, And Hell Followed With, Angels & Airwaves, Apocalyptica, Arch Enemy, Architects, Arsonists Get All The Girls, As Blood Runs Black, As Hell Retreats, Asking Alexandria, At All Costs, Atreyu, Attack Attack, August Burns Red, Avenged Sevenfold, Band Of Horses, Beheading Of A King, Between the Trees, Billy Talent, The Black Dahlia Murder, Blessthefall, Blink-182, Bloodbath, Born of Osiris, Botch, Boxbomb, Brand New, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, Bush, Cage The Elephant, Cancer Bats, Carnifex, Celldweller, Chelsea Grin, Children Of Bodom, Chiodos, Circa Survive, City And Colour, City of Caterpillar, CKY, Coheed and Cambria, Combichrist, Confide, Converge, The Crystal Method, Cubbiebear, Cynic, Dance Club Massacre, Dawn Of Ashes, Dead and Divine, Dead Poetic, Deftones, Despised Icon, The Devil Wears Prada, DevilDriver, Dinosaur Jr, Disfigured Elegance, Dogzilla, The Doors, Dope, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Eatmewhileimhot, Emarosa, Emilyrose, Eminem, Emmure, Escape the Fate, Every Time I Die, The Exploited, Eyes Set To Kill, The Fall of Troy, Filter, Five Finger Death Punch, From First To Last, Get Scared, Glassjaw, Gorillaz, Greeley Estates, Hawthorne Heights, Heaven Shall Burn, HIM, Himsa, The Holly Springs Disaster, Horse The Band, How to Destroy Angels, The Human Abstract, I Declare War, I Killed The Prom Queen, I Set My Friends On Fire, Immortal Technique, Impending Doom, In Elegance, Job For A Cowboy, Jonny Craig, Korn, Lamb of God, Led Zeppelin, LoveHateHero, Lupe Fiasco, Machine Head, Marilyn Manson, Medea Rising, Memphis May Fire, Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Misfits, Miss May I, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, My Chemical Romance, Never Shout Never, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Norma Jean, The Number Twelve Looks Like You, Oceano, Opeth, Otep, Our Lady Peace, Our Last Night, Parkway Drive, Pearl Jam, A Perfect Circle, Periphery, Pierce The Veil, Pink Floyd, Placebo, Plus 44, Portishead, Protest the Hero, Psyclon Nine, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Rise Against, Saosin, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Serj Tankian, Shaped by Fate, Shemales From Outta Space of Death, Silverstein, Silversun Pickups, Skrillex, Sky Eats Airplane, Slayer, The Sleeping, Slipknot, The Sorrow, Stick To Your Guns, Stone Sour, Straight Reads The Line, Structures, Stutterfly, Suicide Silence, Sum 41, Summer's End, Sydney, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, A Textbook Tragedy, Three Days Grace, Thrice, Thursday, Thy Art Is Murder, Tides of Man, Tool, Trivium, Turbonegro, Twisted Method, Underoath, Unkle, The Used, Whitechapel, Winds of Plague, 30 Seconds to Mars, 36 Crazyfists.
Hardly anyone will probably read that... but for those who do, there's most of them.
Anyways, feel free to rate me and send me a message. Meeting new people is fun and I'll never judge you. Thanks for visiting my profile. ?
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