AFIcrazi at Vampirefreaks.com

I'm not fond of a lot..really I lack in sleep you can't define me I am most likely not like you and will never be. I am what society looks upon as strange and something that conservatives scoff at. I am a myriad of contrasts and a coexistance of contradictions. I am more blunt than an unsharpened knife, yet more sensitive than tender flesh. I am overanalytical and think far too much. I am someone who perceives darkness as something beautiful rather than dismal. I am one who basks in emotion. I am a crucible of constantly changing ideas and thoughts. I am not constant. I am opinionated, yet open-minded. I am probably more honest than you. I am, in this honesty, extremely critical, but do show appreciation when I admire something. I am a perfectionist and never satisfied with anything I do. I am artistically and very visually oriented. I am too picky and anal-retentive for my own good. I am disgusted by bad hygiene, fakers, and elitists. I am a dancer, both figuratively and literally. I am one to lean more toward those who are older than me, than those who are younger. I am easily annoyed, but not easily angered. I am forgiving, yet callous. I am one who doesn't love easily, but hates even less. I am immature and mature at the same time. I am a musician, an artist, and a whore for fashion. I am something different than you perceive me to be. I am extremely fragile, yet with an intensely strong shell. I am full of irrational fears. I am immensely too shy for my own well being, and afraid of relationships because of it. I am someone who disagrees with at least one thing you feel strongly about. I am someone who believes in at least one thing that you don't. I am someone who reveres at least one thing you condemn, and vice versa. I am real and overwhelmingly sure of who I am. I am, on the other hand, a hypocrite; then again, so are you. I am a listener and an observer, yet I am just as much of a talker and an engager. I am one who uses that appreciation for my own appearance, challenging gender barriers. I am a lover of the times of old, and admire the eras of the Elizabethan, Victorian, and Edwardian. I am inclined more to romance than I am to outright sleaziness. I am bored easily if one has nothing artistic or interesting to contribute to a coversation. I am annoyed with those who are overwhelmingly serious and never humorous. I am also, conversely, annoyed with those who are all humor and never serious. I am one who hardly ever places trust, but places too much in those I'm close to. I am one who hardly ever finds physical attraction, but when I do, gets infatuated. I am someone who is incredibly bored with meaningless small talk. I am disgusted by immaturity and dishonesty. I am disgusted by those who are overly and injustifiably judgmental. I am disgusted by organized religion, but do believe in God. I am disgusted by those who attempt to impress in order to get one's approval. I am intrigued by sexuality, but in a tasteful way rather than a cheap way. I am intrigued by those with artistic talents. I am intrigued by mystery. I am a tidal wave of constantly changing emotions and moods. I am a plethora of complexity, yet a blank canvass of simplicity. I am a paradox of androgyny.