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4EverDarkNCondemned
Latest Journal Entry: Sick of Walking On Eggshells December 14, 2008, 05:23am
Profile: Alright let's establish some basics. I'm currently 18 years of age and I am myself. Don't label me because I'm a little mixture of many different things. I'm not your patient so don't try to diagnose me, nor am I your experiment so don't examine me or expect to disect me just because you're reading this. I go much deeper than anything I put in here so know whatever you gather from this small section is just a taste of iciing off the cake. You want to know the REAL me your gonna have to work for it. Give me a reason to talk to you and I'll let you see the better side of myself. If you become a friend to me and you're in a rut, I'll give you a reason to keep breathing. Though by this point you're probably convinced I'm a concieted bi*ch you'd be dead wrong to assume that of me. I'm quite humble and as long as I get credit for what I create all is well and I'll stay far away from the lime-light. I type, write, and speak PROPER ENGLISH(for the most part), & rarely will you ever catch me bastardizing the English language, and I like to talk to people who are the same. I am something like a model at the point. I am known by many [nick ]names varing from Sloth(of the Seven Deadly Sins) to Beasty(for being the wicked little beast that I am). Most commonly I go by Miss Fated. My real name is unimportant and again, if you care to know it, muster up some courage and ask me. I consider myself to be quite intelligent and I am very good at explaining, teaching, and inspiring others. I can make you love your life and appreciate all the little pleasures in it or I can f*ck with your mind and let you shrink away into a realm of sorrow and self-pity. Amazing what a little observation and psychology can do for you, but true that knowledge IS a weapon; ignorance, is an impairment. All is possible if only one wills themself to do so. I tend to use my powers for good but if you ever betray me or rack my short nerves I'll have no problem giving you a taste of my darker side. I am what I am and I'm never changing. Not to conform with the trends of our generation or what our modernly enhanced world deems socially acceptable. I don't care what anyone says of me. You can accept me or reject me. Love what I am or hate what I stand for, but it'll make no difference to me. I don't need your approval to continue living my life. I'm a strong person, and if you can't handle that, then go crawl under a rock and wait for the truth you can't accept to blow your f*cking world apart. Now that the shell is cracked let's take a little peep further underneath my skin. Honestly, I don't like most people. After certain sections in my life I've realized that there aren't many decent people left in the world. So I won't bend over backwards to make a good impression or go out of my way to seem appealing to you when we first meet. I'm not a b*tch, I'm just not going to try for someone I don't know is worth it yet. After a few moments of being around you I can pretty much figure you out in the next instant and from what I gather I decide then and there if I'll be able to get along with you. So much as a person's posture, movements, and the way they phrase things or pronounce their words can tell alot about a person. I like to take in everything so I usually don't miss much of anything and am, a good percent of the time, dead accurate with what I figure of someone. Once I decide you're not one of the people who don't deserve to live(a womanizer, animal abuser, a fake, decietful, concieted to the point where the world is to be at their command, there's more but I wont ramble on about them. They're not worth that much. : ] )I'm easy to get along with and most people find me to be flexible, easy going, and easily empathetic. I can help you through the toughest times in life if you're a friend and I'll want nothing in return other than your future companionship. But if we get off on the wrong foot I can turn your life into a living nightmare and still sleep at night knowing I did it because for me to, you have to really deserve it. I don't spill myself to many so you may know me, but rarely will I share my problems with you. I am fun, funny, a hopeless romantic, a sweety at heart, and a true, reliable friend at best. I am naturally giving and am very trust worthy. My friends consider me a living diary and they can vent their worst pains and deepest secrets to me and no matter what, those words never surface again. I'll advise you if you ask me to and don't mind sharing any of my views about any aspect of the world. I am a very honest person, some people think to the point of being brutal, but I think lying is for cowards so I will not restrain myself on your accord because you can't handle the truth. Should you decide to talk to me, allow me to warn you now: I am sarcastic by nature. So for almost anything you say a smart comment will pop into my head, and most likely, out of my mouth as well unless we're in serious conversation. Like I said, I can be funny and I like to entertain when I'm in the mood. Speaking on entertaining that's what I do. I currently work at Howl-O-Scream and it is the best job you could possibly have. I mean really, what's better than working in a permanent Halloween? In my spare time I listen to music, it calms me when nothing else will do. It is my second biggest way to vent and a big piece of the mystery that hold me together through everything. My first and biggest passion is writing. I write for the sake of expression. Being able to pull emotions out of my head and onto paper in the form of lyrical beauty(at least to me) is one of the most beautiful things you can do. I think the best poems ever written aren't the ones that rhyme or sound nice, but the ones with EMOTION/ The ones that you can feel the words come to life because there was so much put into them. Almost nothing, to me, is more sacred than expression. I think the world needs it or life would be dull and boring. With everything always the same, it'd be like living in a world of mimes(and I don't like mimes). Silence doesn't just have to be sound. I want appearance to scream the soul, proud, so that the world may witness the indifference that creates uniqueness in us all. And to those who bind back who they are in their clothing or appearance I want your personality to be so loud, not even the biggest nazi can drown it out. People were made to be different so I think there's no point in existing without creating the chaos that IS difference. Creative writing is a passion of mine as well due to my habit of being frequently imaginative. I love being able to read something that captures you into it's pages which is why I first put pen to paper with the intention of spilling out a story. On an over-all level I am a fun, random at times, sweet person, with a big heart and a bad temper. I’m a carnivorous, animal rights activist and a short-tempered hippie! It’s not something you have to understand, but you Do have to accept it, and if you don’t, well stop wasting your life & my time and get the hell off of my page! ; ] The rest of my business you'll just have to ask about. My AIM s/n is ChosenByDestiny3 and e-mail TheDarkPurplePrincess@hotmail.com (immature, I know, but I liked it back then)if you want to know me, but don't want to do it through VF. You now know how to find me.. the rest is TO BE CONTINUED... Anyone that wants to really get to know me and find out all the things I purposely didn't put in here, i.m. me or e-mail me and ask me then. Just don't expect me to appologize for anything I tell you because I wont, no matter how much you don't like it. OH! And P.S. My profile needs some serious updating so ignore all the depressive stuff, I'm out of that stage I just haven't sorted all the background from quiz results yet. The rest is still pretty accurate though..    Likes: I like A vast list of things. I like love. The concept of it and finding it. Stand-up comedy; I love to laugh. Foamy and Happy Tree House Friends. Hanging out with my friends. Photography. I'm amused by the psyche' of serial killers. Spikes are beautiful to me. I Adore satin & silk, elegance, all kinds of rock, metal and trance, natural beauty, LOVE the colors purple, ,black and silver, night time skies, the beautiful moon and shimmering stars, all forms of wrestling and pretty much anything that's aggressive, cuddling, swimming, rain, snow, cold, fire, writing(poetry, novels, short fictions), martial arts, astrology, the supernatural, individuality, random people like me, anything from Mid-Eval times, colonial England fashions, everything "elegant-evil", being in love, faygo, all juggalos and juggalettes, mind-rotting internet cartoons(lol), all vampire movie, talking about and studying greek mythology, philosophy, & psychology. I have a fascination with nature, anything that'll give me an adrinaline rush, movies(LOVE The Illusionist, Thumbalina, The Crow(all of them), Hocus Pocus, Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, A Knight's Tale, 10 Things I Hate About You, Little Nicky, Phantom of the Opera(the 2000 version alot more than the 1999 one),I have a favorate for every genre.), having a good time, the beach, old yoga, romance, and many many more things that I can't quite remember right now.--------------------  ____________________________________________________________~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer. The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------------------------------------ The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Seventh Level of Hell! Seventh Level of Hell. ---------------- Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level. Here is how you matched up against all the levels: (Click on a level for more info) Level Who are sent there? Score Purgatory Repenting Believers Very Low Level 1 - Limbo Virtuous Non-Believers Very Low Level 2 Lustful Moderate Level 3 Gluttonous High Level 4 Prodigal and Avaricious Moderate Level 5 Wrathful and Gloomy Extreme Level 6 - The City of Dis Heretics High Level 7 Violent Extreme Level 8- the Malebolge Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers Very High Level 9 - Cocytus Treacherous Very High
You are a maniac What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] brought to you by Quizilla  Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla  In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by Quizilla
 You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside out, your life follows an interesting rhythem, beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the center of attention when you want to, you love your friends and you can trust them on your life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet witty character who understands how much freedom is important to you. What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizilla
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