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Falling with intent, trailing a blaze. Determined to collide, burning in peace. - Emperor Shade.
Status: "He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man" -Dr. Johnson
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Sex: male
Age: 23
Location: Mesquite, Texas, United States
Orientation: Straight
In love with: 12Prophet
Likes to party with: 12Prophet
In an open relationship with: 12Prophet
Brother:: Asylum_creeper
Daughter:: Ginger-kins
Owner of: DesolateWillow
Master to: DesolateWillow
In love with: DesolateWillow
In a relationship with: DesolateWillow
Member since: May 10, 2009
Last logged in: December 16, 2014, 05:52am
Occupation: Dont know quite yet.
Account Status: Free Account
Latest Journal Entry: Trolls   November 30, 2014, 03:13pm



Dear reader, You now tread on territory of Shade. Shade's transformation is complete and his infernal hate has returned to full strength. To start off I will be open in this as I want there to be no confusion. I am a Satanist. I denounce the hypocrisy of christianity. I am not a being of light, and that phase in which I believed that foolish little ingrate that light could be let in has ceased as I know for certain that no light can pierce the darkness I so eagerly embrace. My Shadows are what I am, I embrace my hate, my anger... You dear reader, may not know why I choose this path, and I don't expect you to. For years before this, I never found the love of the supposed "Merciful and loving Creator." I remained in the dark, my heart embraced the darkness as I knew early on that it would never leave me. The light always tries to escape the darkness... I realized that having light in me showed my cowardice of running and hiding from what would never leave me. Moving on, to my readers... You tread on the ground of a Satanist. I spent a few years following the ways of Luciferian Satanism and learned humility to the one who gave mortals the privilege of enjoying what it is to be human. I pledged my life to HIM, And as for the difference between Luciferian and LaVeyan Satanism, I say both should be embraced as they both thank the same for showing us the enlightenment of what was natural. And had Christianity not denied humans their natural desires Satanism would never exist. But Anton LaVey believed that it should not only be focused on humans as it would lack Dogma, So he encouraged that we show respect to Satan, Lucifer, Belial, and Leviathan. So In Luciferian Satanism you give your allegiance and loyalty to the Princes of Hell. As I believe it should be. Without whom, none of the Satanists would be able to enjoy sin. Lucifer after all enlightened us and taught us the "Original Sin".

I am open to discussion on the subject and willing to point out the flaws and cruelties of Christianity that it forces on it's followers. Why on earth would you want to be ashamed of what is natural? Why would you willingly accept such deprivation of mental, physical, and emotional gratification? I lived in deprivation by choice for quite a while, I feel it is my dark lord's wish to embrace and accept my reward for my loyalty. And my reward is life. My reward is Indulgence.

Now onto Christianity. I feel pity for all those fools who blindly follow the religion and pity further those who are open and awake to the ways. Christianity is nothing but a great abstinence. You don't keep your body when you go up there and therefore wont feel love as you will have no heart. You will be emotionless in the face of your merciless God. God keeps knowledge secret for himself and doesn't want any of you to know what it is, not because you cant handle it, but because it would cause you to rebel. The knowledge is given by Lucifer, The bearer of Light and enlightenment. He teaches and gives what God refuses you. There is a reason why Satan, Lucifer etc. are known for being tempting... Its because they give what God refuses.

The deeds known as The Seven Deadly Sins, Now until LaVeyan Satanism I did not know what to think of these. Sins are to be embraced. Why? You ask... because each of these wonderful things make your Mind, Body, and Heart soothed and at peace. Lets start with the two most powerful. Lust and Anger, Now some would say Pride is the most powerful, Though it is powerful but not the strongest. As we often let Anger and Lust get in front of what would be best for our image. And These two I feel connect with Pride, When you're sexy you become proud. When you're pumped and itching for a bloody brawl you feel a large chunk of powerful pride. Anyways,

  • Lust, Simply the powerful drive to procreate as well as having that subtle and sometimes overwhelming sexual pleasure to be satisfied.
  • Anger, (My personal Favorite) is the simple reaction one gets when something goes wrong, Or when you've been wronged.

    (These are in no particular order at this point)

  • Pride, This is often misunderstood. Pride is simply being proud of who and what you are. And there is no reason why you should not take pride and boast about the things you accomplish. If you can back it up then take pride in your confidence, if you cant... Then you're an arrogant liar.
  • Greed, Again nothing wrong with wanting more than you already have. And no fucking reason you should feel guilty about it. hell the pope doesn't have you seen his jewelry collection he wears in public? (Do I smell a hypocrite? ;) )
  • Envy, Simply admiring and wanting to have similar things that someone else has. You're friend gets a new Car or Truck that just happens to make you get hard or get wet at the mere sight of it, You want it or at least want one of your own. This will swell them with pride and may even let you ride in it and catch the eyes of the major hotties ;) So again nothing wrong with liking what other people have.
  • Sloth, This one is my second favorite. It is simply liking to get extra rest in and stay in your cozy bed and dream more. Sometimes its laziness, but nothing wrong with taking a break if what is immediate is mind-numbingly boring especially if you already know it.
  • Gluttony, Very simple... eating more than you need to survive. We all do it. Most of us do this with joy. every one of us can go days without eating and not die. So eating one meal a week can let you stay alive technically. So that hearty 3 meals a day thing is pure gluttony. Hell The Christians think it's an okay thing to do. Their Church dinners with their long tables lined and packed with food. (I smell a juicy Turkey as well as Hypocrisy) Hell the Christians should at least Practice what they preach. They want to live in deprivation? Give the food to the Satanists... We deserve it more than them as they willingly accept stupidity and generosity into their lives. They want to get angry at me good, I'll just slap one cheek and wait for them to turn to get kicked on the other side XD. Hell they should be feeling ashamed for signing away their dignity like that. I suppose it would give weaklings who have no drive in life a place to reside among their weak-willed ilk...

    Now if these are natural to our species.... then why should we be forced to feel ashamed for it? especially for some hope to be considered "Holy" or to earn a place into a place where the only people in are those that God Hand-picked to allow in by, Which is cleverly disguised by the phrase, "The Grace of God." Hell if we are all sinners... then that means everyone is going to hell, and Thank you Dr. LaVey, Come to hell with us. All of your friends will be there too.

    This is too much fun. Anyways, These are a few fun traits about me. I simply do what is natural for me to do ^,....,^ I support Satanism as it supports Me. Now don't think I'm some blow hard who wont speak to you because I love myself. As I see it, you all have potential to be powerful and intelligent but most of you squander it and let it waste. Oh well, to prove you read my profile you must entail - "Shade is a wonderful teacher, he showed me that I needed to look at my life and fix my mistakes." You are not forced to, hell you can deny this but it will just show me that you read it.

    Also, I'm a Leo... So that may answer a few of your questions.

    You are Strength

    Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

    This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

    What Tarot Card are You?
    Take the Test to Find Out.

    The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
    Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
    Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
    Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
    Level 2 (Lustful)Extreme
    Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
    Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Extreme
    Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
    Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
    Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
    Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Extreme
    Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Extreme

    Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

    Greed:Very High
    Gluttony:Very High
    Wrath:Very High
    Sloth:Very High
    Envy:Very High
    Lust:Very High
    Pride:Very High

    The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

    First and Foremost Myself and my wonderful Satan, Books, Games, The Church in Dallas (Goth Club)((Ironic eh ;) ), Learning, Teaching, BDSM ---(I have a ferocious appetite for my Sadistic pleasures.) I love to see these beautiful young woman being flogged and whipped. Truly a blissful sight to see them arching their backs in pain and pleasure... ---, Sex (Makes you feel good so enjoy it and say it proudly), Eating (Despite my slim body... I love to eat, I'm a fat kid inside.), Looking sexy at the club (Dont deny it you know I'm attractive and that you didn't read because of my words or my name, you read because you found me a bit attractive so you probably scrolled to the likes and dislikes part) (No I wont get mad at you for it.), Coca-Cola (It's my addiction, if Coca-cola were a woman I would have an orgy with it.... Ooo interesting....Instead of milk, its coke in there.... >.>), Romance, Love, Hate, (No not a contridiction, Without one you can never truly experience the other to their full strength), Texas's Indecisive weather patterns, Museums, and the one thing I love just as much as myself (Without which I would not exist) is the Earth... Thank you Mother Nature for making life and providing food and air for us to thrive upon. ( Now most of you take Her for granted. She is a strong lady and gives you all of those things you love. Your girl, your air, your food, your clothes, your make-up, everything is from Her. Show her some love you ingrates!)

    Oh where to begin.... Alright... Christianity. Plain and simple that is my main hate in this world. I despise you for your willing stupidity if you follow this. However, some of you may be simply frightened by the propoganda. I am more than happy to set the record straight and speak on behalf of Satan (For too long you have all considered him the bad guy from the propganda enforced by christianity... And Satan has remained the Gentleman and endured it all... But it is time for us to be the voice of our true savior... The one who opens the eyes of humans, the one who teaches us all how to enjoy the limited time in life we have. Satan is not calmly speaking his voice in reply to all of your taunts and slanderous remarks at his generousity... He is Roaring, and it echoes in the hearts of all who hear it. He gives you the right to indulge and enjoy. He liberates you from the suffering that God attempts to force upon you all. But Satan's loyal Humans do not bow, we do not kneel to a a cross. We do not hail a man we've never met. Satan is Roaring your name and wanting you to wake up and start fucking Living. Though for most of you ungrateful worms.... I want you dead. most of you ignore his generousity and deserve death. Satan does not waste his kindness of the ungrateful and neither do his Humans.)

    Favorite Music:
  • Dimmu Borgir,
  • Cradle of Filth,
  • Children of Bodom,
  • Cthonic,
  • Gotherfall,
  • Mushroomhead,
  • SOAD,
  • Tool,
  • Dethklok,
  • Slipknot,
  • Fleshgod Apocalypse,
  • Make Them Suffer,
  • Ouroboros,
  • Chimaira,
  • All that Remains,
  • Deicide,
  • Behemoth,
  • Hate,
  • Lost Soul,
  • Divine Heresy,
  • Beethoven,
  • Mozart,
  • Bach,
    Homepage: http://www.churchofsatan.com/home.html
    Link 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQibLwcYvYU&fea
    Link 2: ^^^^^Drunken Dimmu XD^^^^^^Repo! The Genetic Opera
    Link 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKd0b__AUPc

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