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Now I know what my mind is hiding when I'm asleep
Status: Madness, it's ALL Madness, and it's all Me!
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Profile:  Contemplation "Slowly I'm becoming a creation of my own Nightmares" ... Have I created my Nightmares, or have my Nightmares created me? [x] Showing your true face is like putting on a mask [x] "I'm not a girl!" She shouted "I'm a model" She said Something about me I've got a very good awareness of my existence and presence. I know what I am and who I am and it can be different everyday. (Even me not knowing who I am is pretty much me in a way I know) I live to enjoy life Requiem, the vampire knight Quote: "I'm in Hell so I better enjoy it" I go with the flow, in my case a storm. There are a lot of things I do to keep myself occupied and insane. Drawing, writing, painting, sculpting. I also love collecting. knives, skulls, broken dolls, ugly teacups My personality is a contradiction in many ways. I'm black and white, day and night. Fire and Ice But this is a long story so let's say it makes me an interesting study object. I've got quite a few obsessions My number 1 obession at the moment: <3 Dolls <3 If only I'd be like plastic too [x] impulsive dreamer [x] I live in a fairytale, most of the times a self created one A little more then you probably want to know I've got some misanthropic tendencies and I'm a philosophical pessimist It's like a season, it'll pass and it'll return Right now I'm in the happy season I'm living in dreams again Likes:  As you probably figured out already: Manga and Anime Ball Jointed Dolls, Dollfies Freestyle Martial Arts Japanese food and drinks I mean only in japan they can invent something like green tea beer Cosplayers Gothic lolita Victorian gothic Fairytales Life and nature skulls and wolves. Strange things knives/weapons spirituality occultism mythology Forests the night I love staring at the moon and the stars. "never send a wish upon a falling star, you'll only be granted with misplaced hope and illusions" Absinthe Coffee, wine and cigarettes Tattoos Extremity's Complex personalities Butterflies xbox 360 "it's just another bug hunt, kill the Xenobastards!" [x] chaotic - neurotic [x] always take the second cigarette from the left on the first row when you open a new package People telling me stories My completely sick thoughts and fantasies Resulting in my non existent humor and fetishes Dislikes:  a steady balance in life, it feels like being dead. I need extremes to feel that I'm alive. Intolerance, allthough I'm very intolerant myself My awareness of my hypocrisy and being unable to do something about it Off all the vegetables in the world, I think the tomato is one of the worst! Shalowness Favorite Music: As a DJ it's only natural that I have a very broad selection of Ear Candy J-(rock,pop,techno,hardore) Country Metal Pagan Classical Bluesrock Medieval Industrial Noise Techno Electro Wave You may think it's hard to live with me and that I'm a complicated person. But have you ever thought of this: I'm the one who has to live with myself 24 hours a day. <3 Kapu-Chuu <3  Homepage: http://www.nightmarewonderland.com/
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