I Want Something Good To Die For, To Make It Beautiful To Live.
Status: Don't add me to your friend list if you haven't even had the decency to fucking speak to me!!!
I Am An Enigma, Wrapped In A Puzzle, Surrounded By A Jigsaw.
I'm Surekha, but I've been called Shrek since BEFORE the movie was made. I love a good laugh. My sense of humour is very "wrong". I'm a bit of a cynic too. Im the most naive pessimist I know. I am also an old fashioned hopeless romantic. Only one person has ever figured me out. I am now at university and I am loving it. I have a Bsc (Hons) Psychology degree. I am now studying MSc Health Psychology. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH. IF YOU WANT TO BE MORE THAN FRIENDS, I AM NOT YOUR GIRL.
I'm very loyal to my friends. True friends mean everything to me. If you need me, I'll always be there. BUT don't expect me to change for you. I am what I am and I'll change when I see fit.
So far I do a good job of helping people out. I don't expect anything back. I'm a pacifist so I won't fight back. Don't rattle me though, I can get moody. I've been the agony aunt for a long time. I know how to be honest without being brutal.
I don't drink heavily, take drugs or smoke. All I need to have a good time is SUGAR! Yes I am of Asian heritage but that doesn't affect my life. I've lived in England my whole life and I choose not to embrace my culture.
If I message you and you don't message back I won't lose any sleep over it.
Just for the record, I will not give out my MSN and I do not want to meet up with you! I also don't like people adding me to their lists or IM-ing me if I have no idea who they are.
MY USERNAME: NIENNA
She is a character from one of my favourite books. It means: 'She who weeps.' But she does not weep for herself; and those who hearken to her learn pity, and endurance in hope. Something about her reminded me of myself so I used it.
[* SPENCER *]
He means everything to me. It's been almost five years with no 'breaks' or major arguments. He is the kindest and most selfless man I have ever known. He has a dreamy voice and a terrible sense of humour. I can look into his eyes and know what he feels for me. My life would be empty with him. No matter how moody I am, he knows exactly how to make me smile. But then with his sweet nothings, he can reduce us both to tears. I can trust him with anything and everything dear to me. He only ever constantly supports me and is there whenever I fall. He has continued to light up my life since the day we met. He has eyes deeper than the ocean, hands as strong as foundations and a heart as big as the universe... ...and he is all mine. I am so lucky and I shall never forget that.
Likes
[*MY LIKES*]
~ CHOCOLATE ~ ~ GOOD OLD FASHIONED CHARM ~ ~ IRN BRU ~ ~ POLE FITNESS ~ ~ JUNK FOOD IN GENERAL ~ ~ RED & BLACK ROSES ~ ~ SPRING & AUTUMN (IN-BETWEEN SEASONS) ~ ~ RED MEAT ~ ~ TYPICAL BRITISH HUMOUR ~ ~ SUNRISES & SUNSETS ~ ~ WEARING LONG STRIPEY SOCKS ~ ~ TRUE FRIENDS ~ ~ BIG HUGS FROM MY BF & FRIENDS ~ ~ PIRATES ~ ~ RANDOMNESS & SURREALISM ~ ~ RAMBLING ~ ~ WEARING MEN'S AFTERSHAVE (SMELLS NICER) ~ ~ SUNBEAMS ~ ~ SALTY TASTE OF BLOOD ~ ~ MY MUSIC ~ ~ THE SMELL OF EARTH AFTER IT RAINS ~ ~ THUNDER STORMS ~ ~ ODD & ENLIGHTENING CONVERSATIONS ~ ~ A CLEAR NIGHT SKY & BRIGHT STARS ~ ~ GARY OLDMAN ~
[*MOVIES*] - needs updating!
HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ALICE IN WONDERLAND ALIEN QUADRILOGY BLADE BLAZING SADDLES BRAM STOKER'S DRACULA CALIFORNIA MAN CLERKS 2 CONSTANTINE CORPSE BRIDE CORALINE CUTTHROAT ISLAND DEATH NOTE [1&2] DISNEY DOGMA EDWARD SCISSORHANDS EVOLUTION FIGHT CLUB FINAL FANTASY: ADVENT CHILDREN GHOST IN THE SHELL HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON ICE AGE TRILOGY IGOR IN BRUGES INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN LEON METROPOLIS [ANIME] MIRRORMASK PAN'S LABYRINTH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN TRILOGY PRINCESS BRIDE QUEEN OF THE DAMNED QUILLS RESIDENT EVIL QUADRILOGY RESIDENT EVIL DEGENERATION SHAUN OF THE DEAD SHREK QUADRILOGU SILENT HILL SIN CITY SINGING IN THE RAIN SKY BLUE SLEEPY HOLLOW STARDUST STIGMATA ALL STUDIO GHIBLI MOVIES SWEENEY TODD THE CROW THE IMAGINARIUM OF DOCTOR PARNASSUS THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY THE MACHINIST THE MUMMY & THE MUMMY RETURNS TIM BURTON'S NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS UNDERWORLD TRILOGY UP VAN HELSING VANILLA SKY WAITRESS WALL-E ZOMBIELAND + RANDOM CHICK FLICKS
Dislikes
[*MY HATES*]
DO NOT ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST, IM ME OR ASK FOR MY MSN IF I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE!!!! - BEING ALONE, ESPECIALLY AWAY FROM SPENCER - - MEAN PEOPLE - - HOMOPHOBES - - GIVING GOOD ADVICE BUT NEVER TAKING IT - - OVER-THINKING EVERYTHING - - RACISM - - HAVING UNHAPPY THOUGHTS & DREAMS - - ATTENTION SEEKERS - - CHAVS & EMOS WHO HANG AROUND LIKE A BAD SMELL - - LIARS - - GETTING STUCK IN A DOWNWARD SPIRAL - - SHALLOW PEOPLE - - NOT GETTING A FULL NIGHT'S SLEEP - - FAKERS - - PEOPLE WHO HURT OTHERS & DON'T CARE - - HOMOPHOBES - - UNDERAGE GIRLS SAYING THEY LOVE SEX ON THEIR PROFIILE - (GROW UP) - JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE - - BAD ATTITUDES & RUDENESS - - GIRLS WHO THINK ALL GUYS ARE INSENSITIVE - (THEY AREN'T) - GUYS WHO THINK ALL GIRLS ARE BITCHES - (THEY AREN'T) - RUMOURS - (ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO SPREAD THEM)
PEOPLE WHO JUDGE OTHER BY WHAT THEY ARE - NOT WHO THEY ARE! (RACE, SEXUALITY, GENDER & WEALTH SHOULD NOT INFLUENCE YOUR JUDGEMENT!
I know it sounds like I don't like people, but I do! Just not if they are any of the above.
Favorite Music
[*MY SOUNDS*]
30 SECONDS TO MARS 36 CRAZYFISTS A PERFECT CIRCLE ANGELSPIT BAT FOR LASHES BJORK BREED 77 CELLDWELLER COMBICHRIST COVENANT DEFTONES DRESDEN DOLLS ELECTRIC SIX EVANESCENCE FAITHLESS FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE FLYLEAF KASABIAN KIDNEYTHIEVES KILLSWITCH ENGAGE KINGS OF LEON KORN LAMB LEMON JELLY LINKIN PARK MARTIN GRECH MASSIVE ATTACK MELISSA AUF DER MAUR MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE MUSE NINE INCH NAILS ORBITAL PAPA ROACH PENDULUM PLACEBO PORTISHEAD PRODIGY PUSCIFER QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE RADIOHEAD REGINA SPEKTOR ROB ZOMBIE SEETHER SLIPKNOT SNEAKER PIMPS STAIND SYSTEM OF A DOWN THE CURE THE USED THREE DAYS GRACE TOOL VNV NATION ZERO 7
SOUNDTRACKS:
QUEEN OF THE DAMNED RESIDENT EVIL TRILOGY THE CROW UNDERWORLD TRILOGY