Sex: male Age: 71 Location: not from,
United States Orientation: Gay Rating: 0.00 Rating points: 0
Member since: June 20, 2009 Last logged in: May 22, 2012, 07:26am
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THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY PAGE AND I HAVE A VIDEO SALUTE ON VF! I seriously feel sorry for those that get fooled by no life kids
Click for my gallery but you'll have to be my friend first
I'm Back People!
Age: 3 and a half [[actually 22 but i don't look or act like i'm 22]] Gender: guy [[not a girl!stop saying that! look closer and you'll see]] Orientation: gay [[i suck dicks and i love it! so stop talking shit!]] Status: In a relationship. <3
Location: Everyyyywhereeee! Occupation: smiling and laughing Rates: don't care Member Since: idk... Something Else: i proved i'm real but i'm not deleting this anymore Rated By: weirdos
I'm starting to be ok with online relationships of course as long as I really really really get along with the person
If you think I'm perfect it is just your imagination. There's no such thing as perfection
Well... Everyone calls me Alex [[Jonathan Alexander Curless]] is my full name actually. I could stay here and write about myself all day And that might help you get to know me a little bit maybe just a little bit. I'm pretty opened and I'm friendly most of the time. [[unless you really piss me off]] Most of the time I make a good "first impression" but then I fuck it up one way or another. I guess that's just me..
I'm 22 but I don't really act my age well I do... but I most of the time act like a child even tho... I know when to be serious also...don't expect me to tell you "I love you" too easily I don't say that too often... Because it is not something I can say to just anyone... and if I do I must really mean it
you're probably really special if you get an "I love you" from me
i do have MSN and i also have Yahoo [[so please... STOP FUCKING ASKING ME!!!]] And NO! I won't give it to you. Especially if we've never ever talked. also...I won't add you as a friend talk to me and get to know me first
By the way...I don't usually give second chances... so be careful
people label... but we are human beings and that's just something normal for us
by the way... Girls...i'm 99% gay please stop hitting on me... [[everyone asked me whats with the 99%]] [[oh well...that 1% left belongs to the only girl that is allowed to make a trip around my heart and that's my best friend (ex gf) ]] thank you very very very much...=] oh and...just so you know... I do know how to recognize a beautiful girl...
BYE-BYE NOW... 85% of you don't even bother reading this shit anyways..xD and what really pisses me off is the fact that some of you ask me stupid retarded questions like "Whats your name?" and shit like that... when they can find out the answer by reading my profile Also...don't say I'm mean if I don't answer your comment I can't answer all your comments
I'm trying and sorry if I don't get back to you... but if you ask me "Hey whats up?" or shit like that I won't answer why? do you have any idea how many fucking "He whats up's" I get? Its retarded!!! be original...try and get my attention by entertaining me! if I laugh for like an hour by reading your comment I'll probably reply if not...I'm sorry but don't message me that way and stop complaining..-__- its ridiculous... -__-
I'm sorry I couldn't do anything... I wish we never had that fight... and I want to go back in time and change things. Even tho...I know I can't... Every night I go to sleep I think of you and I know you won't be next to me in bed in the morning saying "Morning sunshine" like you always used to say I'll never see your smile again... I only remember pushing everyone out of my way I didn't want to believe it... I couldn't believe I had to see you with my own eyes I know that Josh and Tosh were holding me not to hurt anyone... Even tho the one responsible for that was me Tears were running down my face and I couldn't stop shouting out loud your name... Waiting... Hoping... Wanting to hear you answer me back Unfortunately that didn't happen... Your answer didn't come... I was hoping to hear that "It will be ok..." or "I'm fine"... followed by a soft laugh... But it didn't happen... I also remember that.... after a couple of hours I saw your mother... Her eyes were all red... She cried a lot too... I remember her getting close to me... I could see the hatred in her eyes... Even now.... I'm not able to face her... I could read everything in her eyes... She wanted me dead in that instant... She knew.... She knew what happened... She probably felt it before it happened... just like Tosh did... Tosh loved you by the way.... She loved and cared about you more than you can imagine.. You were like a brother to her... always there when she needed help... You were the first she would go to when she was in trouble... She misses you like crazy... And I do too.... I told her that if I died I would no longer have any regrets... But she noded with a sad look on her face... then she put one of her hands on my forehead and asked "would you really be satisfied?" in that second she made me see... I could see then... all of our friends... crying... sadness everywhere... then more important... I could see you... In that instant I've seen you... looking at me with a sad and disappointed look on your face... then I heard you whispering "What have you done Alex..?" you repeated that again and again starting to shout it then you bursted out into tears still saying "what have you done Alex..." I guess you already know she's getting better and better at what she's doing... I can't fully understand what she has done... I only know that when I opened my eyes there were tears on my face and I wanted to live... I wanted to stay alive as long as I could...
Now it's been more than two years but I remember it like it was yesterday..
and I only wish I could see your smile again. you were always cheering me up... you always used to say "It will be ok.." you're the one that completely changed my life It took me a long time to accept the fact that you're not here with me anymore... but I know you're in a better place now.
I wish I could hold you in my arms again I will never forgive myself I never cried the way I cried when you left I still cry... every time I look over our pictures When I think about all the unforgivable things i told you that night I only wish I could come after you and tell you how much I regret those words I'll never be able to love someone else the way I loved you No one could ever replace you...
I keep your diary under my pillow... I always read some stuff you wrote there when I'm sad... It seems like you're cheering me up even when you're not here. But still... you promised... you promised you'll always be here with me you promised you'll never leave me... you said "I'll be with you forever" but still...you left Its not your fault... but I feel so lonely without you... this world is empty without you... You said you'll stay with me until death splits us apart..and you said that even if it happens you'll still watch me every second...But I never thought death will really split us apart so soon...but it did... I still wish that night was only a nightmare... I'll never feel your warm breath late at night again... I'm never going to be able to kiss you in the morning again. I try and hide my sadness behind a big sweet smile... Sounds crazy doesn't it? I guess I just got used with it...
I could stay here and write all day about you it was so easy for you to find your words... I'm giving my best to find words good enough to describe how I still feel about you...But I just don't have the talent you had
I'll never ever forget you... My beloved one... I'm ok now... Friends helped me almost get over it... Tosh helped me a lot... she says you'd be very sad knowing i would never smile.... So you should know that she's the one that told me to keep my smile... for you... Even tho I'm fine.... I can't wait to be with you again... well...I guess...I'll only see you again in the other world...
I love you.
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Mindless People Section: [[kids with no future]]
FAKE 1 how can you possibly come to me and tell me that i'm fake and you're real and then tell me that i should delete the pics and put "my own face" while i have 2 video salutes and you little shit only had a faked salute in which you couldn't understand what you've written there and there wasn't even me in that pic suck my dick you shitty annoying little brat
Those, my children, are called retards. =] I don't care if they get deleted or not anymore Not like I lose anything. Actually. It only made me famous. So thank you everyone for your hard work over the years. ^^ XD
People. I don't care how many of you fake me. Really. You can take all of my pictures. For all I care.. XD Please be more original... Those pictures that you guys have are also old.. People have been using those pictures to fake me for a few years now.. I do age you know.... XD
Warning!
I'm a dick! It is rare for me to get angry but when I get I'm a totally different person I yell, I curse, I hit, I make people cry.
Also... DO NOT FALL FOR ME!!! [[you'll see why]] I'm a pervert Even tho I probably don't seem like one.. I'm not good at all at relationships... I'm a player and can't hold a relationship more than a week I cheat and to be honest... I'm not proud of that... I wish I could stop cheating but unfortunately, when I'm in a relationship I cheat whenever I have the chance to I hate parties because I never know when to stop drinking and I end up getting drunk like hell and in the morning I don't even know with whom I've slept last night now you know why I cant hold a relationship if one of you guys thinks he can cure me then I'm waiting [[YOU'VE BEEN WARNED]]
Also If you're a Twilight freak please leave... I'm so sick of Edward and Bella and all this Twilight bullshit Also...please use proper english... and... I reply with really mean comments if you ask me stupid questions... you can find the answer in my profile if you read carefully... so please...could you learn how to fucking read???
If you're 13 or 15..and you have on youre profile that youre bi or gay or anything like that don't message me...you guys are ridiculous... Try and lose your virginity first ok?-__- you little brats just think its "cool" to be bi or gay... Do you really take this like a trend or something? Im not saying that every 13-15 aged kid that says hes bi follows a trend... I just think that 90% of them do
If you rate me ten don't expect me to rate you back I won't! I'm not here for your fucking +10's and I don't care if you're fucking premium and you can see I didn't rate you back I couldn't care less...
[[fucking idiots!]]
I can't hold a god damn relationship!!! I'm totally hopeless...
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