-chaos_god- at Vampirefreaks.com [Premium Member]

-chaos_god-

It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses "the Truth".
Status: lost in oblivion, dark and silent and complete :]

ThE sTaTiStIcS:
(formerly speak_of_dreams MANY years ago)
I always have a hard time defining myself so i figure why not start with physical features :p lets face it, its what 99.9 percent of people look and judge by anyway lol. So i figure im about 5'8 or somewhere round there :/ i have mixed coloured eyes . . . like literally if you look closely it looks like someone just set off a paintball grenade lol no one can ever really seem to agree what colour my eyes are mainly :/

I have longish very thick dark hair which i am currently working on growing longer so i can dread it again. I have naturally very pale skin. I have a fair amount of ink/ artwork but its always a work in progress :) currently i have two lip piercings and one ear piercing and a stretching :) but ive had various piercings all over the place thoughout the years, Hmm thats about it i guess lol.

I should throw out there that i am single however i am not looking and your going to have to be rather fantastic to change that :/ Im bi-sexual however have a leaning towards men as a general rule.

WhO aM i?
Questions, such a question people put tethered attempts at self description on these websites all the time in a petty attempt too answer that age old question of philosophy who am i? am I even here at all :p so here goes my botched attempt at self analysis although as with all people my view will undeniably be biased and one sided due too my unique perspective on things as an individual, on that note you may refer too me as god from now on :D though my name is actually paul although pretty much everyone calls me poly/ polymorph for some reason :( or chaos: way cooler than poly but not as popular :[ -le grump-

If i had to define myself by a genre i would do so as cyber punk :] as it quite literally would appear as if someone took a cyber goth and a punk and stuck them in a gene blender if someone where to look at me haha.
Im a bit of a mess really :/ but im happy in my mess :] I give off a psychotic vibe when people dont know me :] cant honestly say im displeased about that lol in truth im just a geek I,d rather stay in all day and watch anime and play video games with a few friends than go out drinking or on the pull or whatever the stereotypical man thing too do nowadays is. Thats not to say i DONT get out few things give me the jollys like chilling in an industrial club vibing out to the tunes.

I could honestly rabble on here for hours about all my little quirky tendancies I think and still you wouldnt really know me as such, so if you really want too know just drop a comment its far more easier that way and whether we will get along or not tends too become quite apparent after about one or two comments usually. Look forward too hearing from the one or two individuals who will actually leave me a message now after not having been put off by that complete bunch of drabble that makes up my self description :] p.s. if you actually took the time to read through all this leave chaos in your comment and you automatically get a ten rate haha.

~"Right and wrong are not what seperate our enemies. It's our different stand points, our perspectives that seperate us. Both sides blame one another. There's no good or bad side. Just two sides holding different views."~

Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. -- Albert Einstein

~"people who want happy endings have to right there own."~

~"Everyone has to find their own reason."~

~"The hardest person to know is yourself."~

~"The only dependable thing about the future is uncertainty."~

~"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy"~

~"Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does."~

~"It is up to you to give life a meaning."~

~"It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth."~

he who dies with the most toys ... is still dead!