Im an average person I suppose. I get angry, I get sad, and sometimes I just dont care. I have learned alot over the course of the past few years. Ive learned who my friends are and arent. And Ive been trying to learn how to not let things get to me (although that doesnt always work). I think too much, and it sucks at times. But thinking is what has made it possible for me to be the creative intellectual that I am.
I love my friends, they mean everything to me. And I love my family.
I have the most amazing husband you could ever imagine, he means everything to me and I hope that I never lose him. I really dont know what I would ever do if I did.
I am a mother...my daughter Harlequinn was born on August 13, 2011. I love her more than anything in this world (her daddy coming in a close second lol). My family is my world. Without them I would be lost.
Thats all really, if theres anything else just ask me...Im an open book.
Quote of the Week [week of january 17]
Every beauty which is seen here by persons of perception resembles more than anything else that celestial source from which we all are come.
-Michelangelo
[week of january 10]
Art is never finished, only abandoned.
-Leonardo da Vinci
[week of january 3]
After great pain, a formal feeling comes. The Nerves sit ceremonious, like tombs.
-Emily Dickinson
2009
[week of august 9]
A word is dead when it is said, some say. I say it just begins to live that day
-Emily Dickinson
[week of august 2]
A civilized society is one which tolerates eccentricity to the point of doubtful sanity
-Robert Frost
[week of july 26]
All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream
-Edgar Allan Poe
[week of july 19]
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law
-Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiend
[week of july 12]
Happiness is a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you
-Nathaniel Hawthorne
[week of july 5]
Personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. Until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgement
-Orson Scott Card
[week of june 28]
What we do in life, echoes in eternity
-Russell Crowe in "The Gladiator"
[week of june 21]
"...if I could open my head and look into myself I'd see only empty space, a shred of darkness wrapped in my skin layer by layer I was being stripped away: the ordeal with the bear; the waterfall; my breaking down tonight and admitting what I never before admitted to anyone, including myself. What would happen, I wondered, when the last layer was peeled off? What would be left?"
-Crabbe pg. 81
[week of june 14]
There are many who dare not kill themselves for fear of what the neighbors will say.
-Cyril Connolly
[week of june 7]
In the end we will conserve only what we love, love only what we understand, and understand only what we are taught.
-Baba Dioum
[week of may 31]
The boundaries which divide life from death, are at best shadowy and vague, who shall say where one ends and where the other begins
-Edgar Allan Poe
I have the best boyfriend anyone could ever have. He is amazing. He treats me the way I want to be treated, and I cant even imagine my life without him. We are currently awaiting the arrival of our daughter on August 12...hopefully she isnt late :)