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Latest Journal Entry: Bored. June 30, 2011, 12:08am
Profile:  I got this layout from topbun    Music Playlist at MixPod.com As you carefully try to uncover the secrets of those who possess meaning to you, you never really seem to grasp the truth. This is because one's true self will forever be imprisoned behind the false sense of security that is the human body. We are nothing but skin and bones. Capable of love, yes, but also capable of pain. Pain...a word that is but a fleeting memory. The meaning of this word is solely too foul to utter. My heart has encased this feeling far too long. It has become a part of me. Without pain, there can be no happiness. Happiness.....a word so uplifting, it can make your heart skip a beat. I have never really felt true happiness until a young man known by the name of Chase entered my life. Though I soon learned the happiness he brought and love he gave were false. I have a new being in my life. Joey, to be exact. This is just the beginning of our story. I hope to see much happiness in the future. Now we move on to the four letter word that is so delicate it can make your heart skip a beat, but is so murderous it can inflict the deepest wounds, and leave the most hideous scars. Love. Oh, I have used this word far too many times for all the wrong reasons. It is a word I adore, yet fear at the same time. I will never really come to terms with it. As you read this, there is probably a single word passing through your train of thought; freak. Well my dear, I am indeed a freak. Though not for the reasons you are claiming. Only because I reflect nothing of my true self. The sick and gruesome things that hide behind my eyes are for only myself to eternally know. I am not your average human being; there are things about me that shall never be spoken of. Things that are just too sickening for others to know. Which is why I am so deeply hated. This hatred bothers me not in the least bit; I have actually become quite fond of it. Everyone in this universe has flaws. Embrace them. Love them. Those who hate have nothing but insecurities. I am a girl of independence. I was long ago a Christian. I then developed my own thoughts and became a Satanist. Even though I now do believe in God, I try to have as much faith in myself as possible. You cannot get anywhere in life if you don't have the strength and belief in yourself that you can fight on your own until your very last breath, until the very last word that escapes your lips. I suppose you can say I am the ultimate contradiction. Despising fornication, yet listening to the most explicit and erotic lyrics ever bestowed upon this earth. Though I'm not surprised to have found myself succumbing to penetration for the sake of my fiance's happiness. I'm nothing but a paradox. I can easily be your best friend, your greatest ally, if I truly love you. Though that is hard for me to do. I do not put faith in many. I guess this is the point where I can depart. But before I go, let me leave you with this little piece of advice; life is about falling, living is about getting back up. "As we grow up we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it gets harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is one minute of happiness you'll never get back"-Andy Sixx ♥ -Andee Addiction (Cupcake Pussy) -15 -Freshman -Bisexual -Engaged to Joey LoBianco ♥ (-9.14.11.-) -Emo/Scene -Freak -Rebel -Otaku -Writer -Artist -Roleplayer -Addicted To Music -Vampire Obsessed -Pierced -Necrophiliac -Trichophiliac (Partially. If your hair is thick, long, and razored, I'll jizz. ) -Hematolagniac -Pyrophiliac -Pegasister -Bridesmaid -SGTC Member -Proud sex lover (Making love does not equal being a whore.) Not long ago, my life was but an abyss. Cold, desolate, hopeless. Each day the sun peeked over the newly painted sky, a sharp realization pierced the center of my barely beating heart; a realization of my place in this world. Each night was spent in the void that was my own mind. My tongue tasted the saltiness of every sole tear that rolled down my tender cheeks as I struggled to slumber. Then one day, my heart halted as I laid my eyes upon a boy named Joey LoBianco. There was something about him that just let me know he was the one I had to fight for, and so I did. I now have reason to live again. There is light shining through the darkness. My heart beats faster than the speed of light. He is my love, my life, my world, my everything. I would not trade the time spent with him for anything in the world. I cannot begin to explain the feeling that overwhelms my entire being with the look in his eyes, the touch of his lips, the twining of his fingers in mine, the paradise that is his arms around me. Never have I known such a deep love until he walked into my life. I made a promise to never leave him, to fight by his side no matter what. That is one promise that I know will never be broken. I had been the living dead, but then one day just the same as the last; just a day spent in counting the time, came a boy who sat under the bleachers just a little bit farther behind. <3 Joey LoBianco+Andee Addiction ~9.14.11.~ -Tumblr: http://xXIWillBeWaitingXx.tumblr.com -Main Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/xXPartyInPurgatoryXx?feature=mhee -Other Youtubes (Roleplaying Accounts): ~Celine Intunericul: http://www.youtube.com/user/HappilyNeverAfterxXx ~Seth Roberts: http://www.youtube.com/user/XVindictiveInsanityX {{PLEASE NOTE: I RARELY GO ON THESE ACCOUNTS. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ROLEPLAY, CONTACT ME HERE IN INBOX}} -Worthy Of Publishing: http://www.worthyofpublishing.com/author.asp?author_ID=8290 -Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/xDancesWithTheDarkx -Vampire Freaks: http://www.vampirefreaks.com/-MorticiansDaughter- -All Poetry: http://allpoetry.com/HeresYourLastSong -IMVU: http://www.imvu.com/catalog/web_mypage.php?user=46263739 -Stickam: http://www.stickam.com/xbecause_were_emo_kidsx    Likes: Vampires, Writing, Reading, Drawing, IMVU, Anime, Music, Singing, Wolves, Roleplaying, Hot Topic, My Hair and Makeup, Emo Boys, Flamboyant Gay Boys (So fucking adorable <3) FeralHeart, Editing, Designing, BJDs, Photography, sex, My fiance, Joey <3Dislikes: Life, Preps (I mean the really preppy kind that make it in your face preppy), Posers, Justin Bieber, Homophobes (they're gay <3), Racists, Abusive Men, Liars, Improper Grammar, Excessive Drinking, Smoking, Drugs, CheatersFavorite Music: +44,...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead,2 Sweet,3 Doors Down,3OH!3,10 Years,30 Seconds To Mars,1905,1997,A Change Of Pace,A City Serene,A Day In Black And White,A Day To Remember,AFI,AMan Amarth,A Rocket To The Moon,A Skylit Drive,A Static Lullaby,A Vain Attempt,Adam Lambert,Adelita's Way,Adorno,Against Me!,Aiden,Alesana,AlexAndHer,AlexIsOnFire,Alice In Chains,Alice Nine,Alkaline Trio,All American Rejects,All Shall Perish,All That Remains,All Time Low,Alter Bridge,Always Look Before You Leap,Amber Pacific,American Football,Ampere,An Cafe,Anarbor,Angel Hair,Angels And Airwaves,Anna Blue,Antioch Arrow,Armor For Sleep,Art Of Dying,Artist vs. Poet,As I Lay Dying,Asking Alexandria,At The Drive-In,Atreyu,Attack Attack!,August Burns Red,Avenged Sevenfold,Avril Lavigne,BOOM BOOM SATELLITES,Basshunter,Beefeater,Benton Falls,Black Veil Brides,Bleeding Through,Bless The Fall,Blink 182,Blood On The Dance Floor,Boys Like Girls,Boys Night Out,Boys Will Be Boys,Braid,Brand New,Bravery,Breaking Benjamin,Breaking Point,Breathe Carolina,Bring Me The Horizon,Broadway,Brokencyde,Bubblegum Octopus,Bullet For My Valentine,Burn Season,Cage The Elephant,Cap'n Jazz,Carinex,Cascada,Cash Cash,Cavo,Chase Coy,Chelsea Grin,Cherry Filter,Children Of Bodom,Chiodos,Chris Ayer,Chris Crocker, Christie Front Drive,Cinematic Sunrise,Circle Takes The Square,City Of Caterpillar,Click Five,Close To Home,Cody Simpson,Coheed And Cambria,Comadre,Combatwoundedveteran,Cory Lamb,Cowboy Mouth, Cradle Of Filth, Cute Is What We Aim For,D'espairsRay,Dag Nasty,Dance Gavin Dance,Dashboard Confessional,Dead Poetic,Death Cab For A Cutie,Default,Deftones, Devon Werkheiser, Dir En Grey,Disturbed,Dope,Dot Dot Curve,Dr. Acula,Dream Theater,Drive Like Jehu,Drop Dead Gorgeous,Drowning Pool,Early November,EatMeWhileIAmHot,Electric Valentine,Elliot,Elysia,Emanuel,Emarosa,Embrace,Emmure,Emperor,Enigma,Envy,Escape The Fate,Evanescence,Every Avenue,Eye Alaska,Eyes Set To Kill,Falling In Reverse,Fallout Boy,Family Force 5,Fight Fair,Finch,Fire Party,Five Finger Death Punch,Flyleaf,Foo Fighters,For All Those Sleeping,Forever The Sickest Kids,Forgive Durden,Four Letter Lie,Four Year Strong,Framing Hanley,Franz Ferdinand,From Autumn To Ashes,From First To Last,Fuel,Funeral Diner,Funeral For A Friend,Gackt,Garden Variety, Geoffrey Paris,Girugamesh,Good Charlotte,Good With Grenades,Gossip,Graf Orlock,Gray Matter,Greeley Estates,Green Day,Greta Knights,Guster,Hadouken,Hand Me Down Buick,Harrison Bergeron,Hawthorne Heights,Hedley,Hello Goodbye,Heroin,Hey Mercedes,Hey Monday,Hiretsukan,Hit The Lights,Hollywood Undead,Hoobastank,Hoover,Hot Cross,House Vs. 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