This should be interesting. Only a handful of people know who i truly am and what i'm all about. If you're one of those people, you're privileged; so don't fuck it up. I'll listen to you if you need someone. I can keep a secret. If you have a big mouth, don't even try to make contact with me. Chances are i won't acknowledge you. I tend to talk to the wrong people. Anyways, i like secrets. What's a good life if you don't have them? I mean, sometimes you just need to keep things to yourself you know? I have a very divergent mind. I'm not like other girls. Most girls around here are as dumb as a pole. They have no outlook on things in life. I'm very outspoken. If i don't like you or the way you do things i'll tell you right away. I could care less if you don't like me. I have my friends, and i intend to keep them. I'm very creative and poetic. I love music; the good shit only. Haha, i love when people tell me jokes. I'm very easily entertained for such a complex mind. Write me a note; send me a comment; write me some mail.

March 29, 2008 - I'm no longer the person i used to be. I've matured and figured out the meaning of a lot of things. I can't rely on anyone; not even myself. I've gotten a lot deeper and more down to earth. I think about things; i guess i'm a really deep thinker because i think about thinking, and i think about thinking about thinking, exc. I've found myself finding myself and thinking about life and how to get through it. I think about my friends and family and why we do the things we do. What's fact and what's fiction as me and wesley say. I drink a lot more coffee. I think that it builds a sophisticated mind. I have many opinions about people. I won't change for anyone now.
Death. Depression. Loss. Tears. Broken hearts. I don't understand why people cherish life so much. It doesn't make much sense to me to be honest. I mean, i don't have a problem with my life, but why do people say it should be celebrated? I mean we love, marry, and most of the time divorce. We're born. We live. We die. End of scenario. That's it. Nothing more.

April 2, 2008. - we are based on a mainstream society. If something gets popular, everyone follows. There are few that are leaders in our community, those who are, are sure to have followers. Those leaders are different; Out of the ordinary. Not normal in most peoples eyes. Most mainstream eyes. To most people we must follow a certain trend in order to be 'normal.' Not what we in fact think is normal, but what everyone else has been raised up to think is normal. We have no say in what goes. We have to be the same in everyone's eyes, in order to fit in. Great community. . .

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Pierce the veil, emarosa, dance gavin dance, bring me the horizon, my all american heart.

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