My name is Ashlea [Ash-lee]. I consider myself to be a complicated person who just appears lucid. My life is unimpressive and unamusing. I live in an arrogant town swarming with bold, insolent, and snobbish people. Sadly, some of these traits I have taken on. Furthermore, I’m nineteen, with no idea what my dreams are. My life has fallen off track but I am slowly picking up the pieces to become the loud outgoing person I once was. I wish so much that I don’t have to grow up, I want to stay a kid forever, no responsibility, no fears, no worries in the world, that is what I call a life.
I'm shy, timid, and self-conscious and my life is being ruled by my fears and insecurities, But I do tend to be loud around the ones that know me well.. When I'm comfortable I'm witty, funny and a natural born bossy bitch lol. I like to over analyse everything. I'm likely to ascend to the most severe dramatic and negative eventuality I can conceivably think of before taking part in anything. I can't help but be a pessimist. I think far to much about everything in this world, so much that I begin to scare myself. Unaswered questions crowd my head and slowly drive me insane.
I don't have to prove myself anyone who thinks they are beauty "elitists" nor do I care if you disagree with my views, because I don't give a shit about yours. At least I have intelligence and personality to back up my looks. I really don't care what you think of me, mkay?
I've been told I have to work on myself image because the way I describe myself is worrying.. So I am sorry if I seem gloomy, but it is just me being honest. I get a lot of people saying that my profile is too negative, well that's just too bad isn't it?.
my life consists of; SUPER JUNIOR♥, asian dramas, asian movies, asian horrors, friends, korean culture, collecting stupid things, japanese culture, internet, family, sleeping & worrying.
infatuation; kpop, jpop, gyaru, asian movies, geisha, animals, music, friends, family, laptop, ipod, gaming, tattoos, sleep, hello kitty, iced tea, hungry jacks, chocolate and peanut butter ice cream, bonfires, relaxing, $$$, piercings, art, rain, sourworms, oversized bags, cardigans, staying in, irish & scottish accents, vintage, tim tams, pizza, antiques, boys, vampirefreaks.
music: jrock, jpop, kpop, para para, hardstyle, hardhouse, happyhardcore, hardtechno, bass, techno, electro. favourites: SUPER JUNIOR ♥ + sub groups, TVXQ, BIG BANG, 2PM, 2AM, V6, ARASHI, Fahrenheit, S.H.E., KAT-TUN, Hinoi Team, Gackt, Alice Nine, NEWS, Perfume, X-Japan, Gyaruru, DJ Satomi, AKB48, DJ Sisen, Miyavi, Morning Musume, Cinema Bizarre, Gazette, Aural Vampire, L'arc~en~Ciel, LM.C, Girugamesh, Plastic Tree, Malice Mizer, The Pillows, D’espairsRay, Combichrist, The Birthday Massacre, Outerspace Overdose, Caramell, Scooter, Bitch Brigade, Daft Punk, Head Automatica, Queen, Cascada, Zombie Girl, Emilie Autumn, Ayria, HelloGoodbye, The Used, Slipknot, Busted, Blink 182, Evanescence, A1, Ramstein, Lady Gaga.









