"If they give you ruled paper, write the other way."
--Juan Ramon Jimenez

I'm niCole, I use other people's lyrics to describe my life. I'm a bit over dramatic and can never find the right words. I try to be as honest as I can with out being brutal. I enjoy dancing around in over sized t shirts and my underwear. I should have been born in the 80's. I hate pet names, and guys that drop lines like its their job. I don't do romance, I think its over rated. Pick up lines make me laugh, I don't see how they could work on anyone. I'm awkward and loud. I have a thing for high heels and huge purses. I hate being lied to and having things kept from me. I can be friends with anyone, weather you want to be my friend, thats your choice. Sayings like 'drop beats, not bombs' and 'make love not war' make me smile. I'm easily distracted, its not hard to make me happy. I play PS2 and N64, anything else, I'm to lame to mess with. I like to pretend I'm a photographer, so if I ask to take your picture, please, humor me. I'm home schooled and let me tell you, it blows. I have a thing for almost anything zebra print. I complain a lot, its what I'm good at. I act as if I think very highly of myself, but its just that, an act. I don't hate myself, but I know I'm nowhere near as rad as I say I am. My friends mean the world to me, I'd pretty much die for them. I'm fairly sarcastic, thats just how I work. My mind can often be found in the gutter, I blame my friends. I'm a mess, I'll you flat out, I've got problems, its that simple. I joke a lot about how I live in my bulletins, don't take me seriously, its mainly all inside jokes and such. Let me remind you right now, this is the internet, not the real world. I don't do drama via computer, been there, done that; its stupid and no matter what you think, you're not 'hXc' just because you can type something mean or bitchy on your keyboard. I call everyone hun, love, babes, etc. Don't go thinking that I'm trying to flirt or something, I'm not. You want to know anything else, message/comment/IM me. I'm a fairly open person.

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, The worst thing you could get from the opposite sex was cooties, Watching the garbage truck eat up garbage was fun; Mom or Dad was your hero, You didn't have to worry about who was cool and who wasn't, You didn't have peer pressure, Sex and penis were the worst bad words, You didn't always think about sex, Your worst enemies were your teachers or your siblings, It wasn't awkward to suck on a lollipop; Race issues was who ran the fastest, War was a card game, The only drugs you knew was cough medicine, Cartoons were the best, and a girl that wore a skirt didn't have to be a slut; The only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike, The only thing that hurt was skinned knees, and the only things that could get broken were your toys. Life was simple and carefree, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up...its amazing how things change isn't it...