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About Me
People are disappointing me. Life is disappointing me. Friends turn into people you hate and can barely recognize. Laughter morphs into depression, simplicity turns to complication, and it's all so hard to hold on to. There's always something to look forward to, I'm far from miserable, but I’ve just given up on the idea that other people can create happiness for you. In all of this I’m just trying to understand why people keep on doing the things you never thought they would, and what it would actually take for them to just stop. If I lived life with my heart this would be more entertaining than anything, but I can't help seeing everything with my brain. I’m trying to take life more seriously. I want a new beginning. I’m not perfect. I’m stubborn, sensitive, and possessive. I have insecurities and I have fears. I have OCD’s and I have addictions. I honestly don't care if you don't like me,anyone important has already approved. I am indeed bisexual. Yes, I like boys and girls. No, it’s not gross. No, it’s not wrong. No, it’s not discriminating. It’s who I am and what I like and I don’t give a fuck what any of you think. I'm through putting up with people’s bullshit. That's not what I stand for and I refuse to have to deal with it. My words are mistakes and my thoughts are very unclean. I dont like people looking at me. I love girly movies. I love trees, nature and animals. I wish I was alot skinnier. I hate alot of things about myself. I am very trusting & get easily hurt. I hate crying on other peoples shoulders.I'm utterly speechless when it comes to saying how I feel. As we strain to grasp at the things we desire; money, popularity, greed, we forget what really matters. Family, friendship, and love. The things we probably already had... I have my friends and family and that's all I need. Want to tallk? talk.
Likes
Hanging out with my friends, being spontaneous, trying new things, shopping, traveling, people who call me darling, or babe, exploring abandoned buildings, creating art, talking on the phone, painting my nails, eating, playing DDR, carnival rides, cupcakes with sprinkles, self photography, when people give me compliments, parties, concerts, pretty days outside, pale skin, bunni, playing funny pranks on people, gettin' crunk with it, big furry coats, presents, butterflies and lightning bugs, getting packages in the mail, people watching, sketching and doodling, being a computer geek, playing dress up every day, experimenting with makeup, writing in my journal, giant platform boots, massages, silly humor, going to the movies, full moons, raves, being wild and crazy and laughing for hours, strippers, spraypainting, designing clothes, the internet, false eyelashes, meeting new people, the mall, the beach, etc...
Dislikes
abusers. getting asked the same questions a million times. body hair. bad hygiene. bad spellers and people with terrible grammar. The popo (cops). nasty old men that stare at me. A/S/L? questions, when people grab or pull on my hair. littering. HOW HARD IS IT TO THROW IT IN A TRASH CAN? when people i don't know come up and grab me or touch me. people who try to intentionally piss me off. shittalkers. homophobes. closemindedness. dumbasses.