Somewhere over the rainbow, i'm a happy person still. i live my life day by day, though the past haunts me. i wake up every day and the first thought is 'bring it on.' my worst fear is to be forgotten..that scares me more than anything in the world. i am loved i am hated and i am known by people here and there. i don't appreciate negativeity, i'm negative enough as is. i can't live without music, i just can't. i think of candy more times in a day than i can count. i feel left out of everything in peoples lives even those i am in some way a part of.. i look for patterns in everything.. i know random things no one cares about but me. i have a dog named Mr. Wiggles. that is my world he's the only thing that hasn't completely left me in life.. yeah laugh it up..he has a funny name i know..get over it..i always wear makeup sometimes dark..sometimes rainbow..sometimes exotic..i guess it changes by my mood.... i don't eat enough but at the same time i think i eat too much, and guess what i'm NOT ANEREXIC so shut up stupid people.. i write: stories, poetry, and songs. i draw, paint, and listen to music. i'm an addict. i pop pills, cut, and i have been emotionally scarred so yes i'm a big mess up. i think it's cute that i make things for people and they still have them :] it makes me feel special. if i take the time to explain something, listen to it. this is important: break from this stupid mold we've decided to come up with. wear what you want when you want don't try to hold up to some expectation. if you really like something go for it. if you don't miss an old habit that's a very good thing. well..thats me i guess.. -Shaienna
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